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1st Oct 2008 - Council Steamboat dinner (yes i know, uber long ago :p)
met sk earlier so that we can do some shopping before meeting the rest
bugis was as packed as ever and it was a public holiday somemore (hari raya) didnt buy anythings just window shop a lot too crowded to enjoy the shopping accompany her to bencoolen and we did our mani & pedi at nail palace
  end result :D
red is loooovvvvveeeee :D
meet the rest after the mani and pedi decide to have steamboat queued at various places (we split up) and we got seats at Xian De Lai first were all famished by then hahas
waiting for food to arrive~~
best camwhores buds ever :p seriously its coincidentally when we have the same expression..LOLs..
  
   last pic; sk says "look sad lehx", in the end i ask her "your face call sad ar? =.="
shuhui, me and sk we were attempting sexy poses :p LOLs not so successful as you can see :p hahahahas sk face is more guai lan than sexy..lols
val, jennifer ; pearl, val, jennifer :)
 
 shuhui, me :D
 random :p hahas
the guys lols look at susian's face!!! weihoong, susian, ben and weibin  
food wasnt really that fantastic but company was as great as ever :D laughter flows and conversations just went on and on :)) its great!! &
last but not least my present :)) another guess bag thank you guys!!
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waiting for the photos to load is quite a torture man =.=
and theres so many!!!
lols
serve me right
procrastinations~~~
still feeling uber full from dinner
daddy cooked fried rice & fish soup!!
my weakness!!
hahas
i heart daddy's fried rice and i can eat a lot of it!! (and i really mean a lot)
and little brother cooked (yes, he did) some cheese omelette that is super nice too!!!
ahhh
sinfulness~~~
but joggings can only resume next week~~
lalalalas
like i always says "diet starts tomorrow"
hohoho
*yawnx*
tired already~~
think i just do one belated post then sleep le
nitex sweeties~~ |
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my current conversation with bel on msn goes something like this:
bel-premium heart. says:
bel is cute!
AMber-licious <3 says:
no he is not
AMber-licious <3 says:
lols
bel-premium heart. says:
see
bel-premium heart. says:
you cant read lor
bel-premium heart. says:
hahas
AMber-licious <3 says:
bel is ugly
AMber-licious <3 says:
ugly
AMber-licious <3 says:
ugly
AMber-licious <3 says:
ugly
AMber-licious <3 says:
ugly
AMber-licious <3 says:
ugly
AMber-licious <3 says:
ugly
bel-premium heart. says:
CUTE!
bel-premium heart. says:
CUTE!
bel-premium heart. says:
CUTE!
bel-premium heart. says:
CUTE!
bel-premium heart. says:
CUTE!
bel-premium heart. says:
CUTE!
bel-premium heart. says:
CUTE!
bel-premium heart. says:
CUTE!
bel-premium heart. says:
CUTEST!
bel-premium heart. says:
CUTEST!
bel-premium heart. says:
CUTEST!
bel-premium heart. says:
CUTEST!
AMber-licious <3 says:
ugly ugly ugly
AMber-licious <3 says:
ugly ugly
AMber-licious <3 says:
ugly
AMber-licious <3 says:
ugly
AMber-licious <3 says:
ugly
bel-premium heart. says:
CUTEST!
bel-premium heart. says:
CUTEST!
bel-premium heart. says:
CUTEST!
bel-premium heart. says:
feel better ma?
bel-premium heart. says:
lols
AMber-licious <3 says:
knowing that you are ugly i feel much better le
bel-premium heart. says:
see
AMber-licious <3 says:
hahahas
bel-premium heart. says:
help you release stress
bel-premium heart. says:
hahha
bel-premium heart. says:
thats a lie
bel-premium heart. says:
you know im ccute
seriously
i wonder who give him the idea that he is cute =.=
but he made me laugh
the lousy kiddo
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 quote of the day :)
how i wish i can get to NEVERland :))
no i dont want to be Wendy or Tinkerbell or meet Peter Pan
i just simply want time to stop for me
been another long long day
i dont know why time seems to pass so slow in the morning
then uber fast in the afternoon
i didnt even have time to finish whatever that i intended to!
darn!
but i left office at 6pm again today :D
hahas
i planned to stay late tml :(
sigh
its friday and i am making myself to OT
hahas
doesnt matter really since i dont have other plans also :)
the only time i look forward to at work is lunchtime :D
but it only last one hour
damn
a good lunch always make me feel happy though :D
though this few days had been, and will be, rather mellow~~
will be posting up those backlogs of pictures very soon :p
stay tuned~~
lols
i cant believe i got so many things to upload O.o
randomly...
emo day~~
thats monday when i went back to work on Deepavali
lols
felt a bit emo so dressed nearly in full black
hahas
felt like shutting myself out from the world so i wore my shades to work
 
on impulse i bought this dress last saturday   nice mah??i spent a lot on that day also :x
2 bracelets
1 kitty pouch
my cleansers and shower foam
adding up to near $80 le~~
lols
madness!! but not satisfied yet hahahas bel jio me shop this sat hope i will get many many things :p LOLs but i just spent a bomb ordering clothes online :x heck! i already spent so much time slogging at work earn so much how can dont spent right? lols self consoling
its Halloween tml i tink only clubs will have a party abt it bahx lols getting intoxicated is tempting at the moment but i dont tink i will... hahahs thy have to be a good girl for now :) |
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| Wednesday, October 29, 2008 at 10:35 PM |
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hahas
new blogskin :D
pretty?
thank you sk and irene for helping!! :D
i need to find time to do a pretty header
i realise that the old one keep clashing with my zi lian pics in the entry
hahas
will get sick of seeing too many me :x
i feel loads happier already :D
cheery colours!!!
"Second star to the right and straight to morning. That's how you find your way to Neverland"
now i need my lalaland :D |
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| Tuesday, October 28, 2008 at 11:06 PM |
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i dont understand
if you insist on it so much
then so be it
stop ruining my already ruined life
stop rubbing salt in the already rotted wound
you think i am any better now?
lols
what the hell is wrong with you man
let it go cant you?
do you have to hurt me so that you feel any better?
do i have to be sad forever then you will be satisfied?
cant i be happy without you rubbing in?
if you keep insisting about an assumption
and you feel that thats the truth
then so be it ok
think whatever you want
i will always be that bitch whom you think i am anyway
doesnt matter i am or not
your perception always counts and is always right anyway
i am not gonna waste more tears
if i owed you an apology
i believed i had returned it
we are quits
so stop pissing me off already |
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its 1 hour difference but 5313 kilometres apart
 was i missed?
i missed my sunshine girl
i missed feeling happy about working
i missed knocking off at 6pm sharp
i missed having a life...
the day just cant get any worse
with goodbye that i could hardly utter
the high piles of undone
tons of things that are sadly all irrelevant to clearing my work but needed my attention
then to the final blow
a mistake
irreversible one somemore
and involves the higher management
thus i am in kinda deep shit
i fear going into that glass office to answer to anything
i think most prob i will break down and cry
which is downright embarrassing
fuck
yes
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
argh!!!!!!!!!
"to be on the edge of breaking down
and no one is there to save you..."
"cause you dont know what its like..
welcome to my life!!!"
i hate it when something went wrong
and i am part of the cause
cant stop the guilt from gnawing into my heart
cant stop from feeling responsible
cant stop from feeling demoralised
cant stop the disappointment
cant stop feeling sad
cant stop cursing under my breath
*SIGH*
to think the day actually started out quite alright
it took a turn like the weather
all gloomy near midday
i need to sleep early
but i dont want to
cause it will be tomorrow so soon
and i will need to face the same shit all over again
piling the stuffs i need to do on my table
and pile the same stack back at the end of the day
i dont need more money really
i need more time
now even 48 hours is not enough
maybe 72 will be just nice
i feel so helpless at times!!!
i stared at myself in the mirror just now
and tears just flowed
the events of the recent days unfold again in my mind
i feel so sick of everything
i just want to curl up and cry
i think i saw something "dirty" today
mummy say that i should put my fringe up
i think i am uber down on my luck
haix
bel say
i am so down already so i should go up next
i wonder when will that be
maybe after loads of mindless splurgings and shoppings
lols
but thy got a couple of debts to clear off first
i am sorry
all my posts had been so uber gloomy
haix
just let me wallow for a bit longer
the sunny sunshine girl will be back :)
i promise...
cause i missed her too... |
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| Monday, October 27, 2008 at 8:39 AM |
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fifth post in barely an hour
it really shows how bad i really feel now
its a public holiday today
but thy have to go back to work to finish too many unfinished stuffs
as much as i abhor work
its the only thing that i can put all my energy on and numb my senses
i just need to keeping working
burying myself in the tons of paper
exhaustion will make me sleep better
even though nightmares dont
everything will be as per normal
life will still go on
i had given out too many pieces of my heart
and i got to learn to guard those i had left
nobody dies as himself
they had pieces of who they were with the people they met
i am not who you expect
you got to take me as who i am
but if you could
then we can be really great friends
i hate regrets
but there will always be some
i feel like going away for a long long time
do something that i always want to do but never did
but i am not the impulsive kind of person
*sigh*
i guess
i just got to take things one at a time
4min to 9am
i woke up automatically at 730am
my alarm was set at 8am
the first thing that i thought of is that i wanna blogged so here i am
but after leaving the computer what should i do?
how i wish i can sit right here and just keep typing
me in my own world
in a place where you can see a glimpse of who i really am
a place where i am comfortable with being myself
a place where my thoughts flow
1 more min to 9am
a few more hours to kill before i got to get myself to raffles place
*sigh*
time is slipping by
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歌曲名称：傻瓜
歌手姓名：温岚
其实他做的坏事我们都懂 没有什么不同
眼光闪烁 暧昧流动 闭上眼当作听说
其实别人的招数我们都懂 没有什么不同
故作软弱 撒娇害羞 只是有一点彆扭
傻瓜也许单纯得多 爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留
傻瓜 我们都一样 被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样 却又再一次受伤
傻瓜 我们都一样 受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价 代价只是一句傻瓜 |
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i missed blogging
but i cant do it in the office
theres so many things to say
so many unspoken thoughts
but i am too shattered to do anything nice about nice stuffs
i got many photos
many outings
a million of happy things
but one sad moment
a few hours of drama
all the happinessness were zapped away
i feel like shopping
spending a lot of money
maybe it will help to fill the emptiness in my heart
i just wanna get over with the current situation
him hating me mayb just be better bahx
many a times explanations only make the situations worse
if he is mature enough then he will think it through himself
if not whatever i say will only be thought as that of defense
i only need people who trusted me
too many a times am i accused in these 20 years on earth
too many a times am i called a flirt
a slut
a bitch
a whatever
too many a times do they tink that i am an easy women
too many a times had i lost a friend
how many people know me through and through
how many knew how soft i am inside
how many knew just how much miles i can go for a friend
how many knew just how much i cared
i am strong outside
very strong
or maybe looked strong
ask the guys
hahas
i am the tomboy
basketball
soccer
hanging out
gaming
i grew up with 11 boys
and i already got 2 of them living with me
i am used to being around them
comfortable
i mixed really well with guys
but some people just dont get it
platonic relationships just doesnt seem to exist in their vocabulary or understanding
maybe sometimes what i did did cross the line
this lesson i learned many a times
but me being me
i really dont know what to do
there seem to be a thorn poking me in my heart
i need someone to be here
a hug
wipe my tears away
i need a girlfriend
a shoulder to ly on
too spent
too used
too tired
too tearful
to digress
high school muscial 3 is great!
who want to watch it with me again?
i feel like bawling out loud
feel like screaming
feel like shouting
i tink i can cry forever
if theres a tap/switch to stop the tear duct from flowing, teach me please.. |
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does bitterness really make one stupid??
i cant talk sense to him anymore
but he is making so many assumptions
i dont like ppl to accuse me
i never did
but nothing i say can make things right
then this time i tink so be it bahx
if there isnt even a basic trust
then so be it bahx
since i choose this way i will stick to it
and since u chose to be bitter and irrational abt the way you choose
then so be it
dont say that nobody care
lots of people cared
its whether you want to open ur eyes to see
hurting those people who did care doesnt help
a lot of times
sorry doesnt help
and amends too late
threatens doesnt work this time
yes
i was bloody freaked out
cried like mad
dont know what to do
maybe stupid
maybe too soft hearted
i thought only women will do stuffs like this
theres no more whose fault and who to blame
just many disappointment and bitterness left behind
for these episodes i dont wanna make any more comments
no point
and nothing will be taken in
if this is love then i dont ever want it anymore
i am tired
too tired
already so many things to fret about
you are not helping
text abuse
mental abuse
i am sick and tired of it
cliche as it is
maybe time will heal everything
we just need loadx of it
maybe everything shouldnt even start at all
i was stupid
and i learnt my lesson the hard way
bloody hell
only love and relationships can make me so stupid
ha
dont always think that you are the only one who is hurt and all
it works two way my dear
well i guess
this will be the final goodbye... |
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| Sunday, October 19, 2008 at 9:20 PM |
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been 5 days
this whole week had been a whirl
i went back to OT again yesterday
clocked 10hours
i think this month i broke my record of OT a month
now should have more than 20hrs le bahx
*sigh*
but working seems to be able to take many things off my mind
at least when i work i dont need to think
theres many things i am running away from
but the day came when i had to face it all
been restless the whole day
giddy spell hit me in the morning
i dont know whats wrong
been quite some time since it happen
haix
should i go for a check up soon?
went to catch a movie last night after work with jieneng and people
max payne
well for me its boring lar
and i was tired
so i actually fell asleep during the last part :x
and i missed the ending =.=
zzz
there was some tears
a lot of talkings
bits of here and there
memories
hugs
kisses
but it all got to end isnt it?
for the record
i am single once again
you said "its not you that i dont trust. Its the guys out there and i am one of them"
i will keep that in mind
in the meanwhile
do take care
and remember the promises made... |
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| Tuesday, October 14, 2008 at 7:41 PM |
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*SIGH*
its only tuesday?
feels like i had work for a lot of days this week already
maybe cause i worked on sat
haix
didnt OT today
too tired le
reached office at 710am
wanted to claim OT but it seems like i am doubted =.=
hello
i really got a lot of things to do lo
you think i want to OT?
its sucks can
11 hours of being in the office is hell can...
wanted to go see doc at westmall after work
but soooo many people :(
haix
wait for weekends then go bahx
went guardian cause i lazy to go watsons which is on the second floor
wanted to get my cleansers
and shop a bit
but they have soooo many promoters around =.=
zzz
bloody irritating
they keep approaching to ask if i need help for products
then they have to mention acne products and eye products =.=
zzz
I BLOODY DONT HAVE ACNE LO!!!!
and I DONT NEED REMINDER THAT LACK OF SLEEP MAKE MY DARK CIRCLES DARKER!!
zzzz
angry
in the end didnt even get the moisturisers that i want
remind me to never shop at guardian anymore
i shall just stick to watsons
at least i can walk for hours in watsons without being disrupted or stared at
*poutx*
i think lack of sleep really make thy very edgy
and things that happen in office just make everything worse :(
going for a run later
need to de-stress a bit
sweating should be a better option than crying i think
"Flying Without Wings"
this song had been in my mind for the whole day
i feel like crying everytime i go through the lyrics
i miss jj
i miss council
i miss my councillors
i miss Pre-U Sem
i miss orientations
i miss camps
i miss waking up during camps to irritating hp alarms (whose owner never wakes up)
i miss debriefing
i miss falling asleep during debriefing
i miss falling asleep in lectures
i miss walking around with the walkie talkies
i miss our cosy corner
i miss painting banners
i miss doing deco
i miss yoga
i miss PE lessons
i miss lab lessons
i miss playing with chemicals
i miss tutorials
i miss dry runs
i miss games
i miss mass dance sessions
i miss dancing
i miss singing
i miss RFT aka council room
i miss missing sleep
i miss going home late from school
i miss mugging
i miss classes
i miss Kaffe
i miss morning assemblies
i miss pulling the national flag
i miss our colour days
i miss wearing school uniform
i miss being crazy around everybody
i miss the fun & laughter
tears fall as the memories tumble into my mind once more
damn emotional now
haix
thy is so sick of working le
i wanna go back school!!
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| Monday, October 13, 2008 at 11:23 PM |
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finally done the post for the flyer trip!!
hahas
jonathan is so gonna kill me for posting all his unglam pics :p
LOLs
he sure say i am ruining his reputation :p
dont play play
jon is the student embassador for UNISIM wor :p
yet another monday
i really hate taking the train
i missed 2 trains this morning!!
cause some fat lady who came later then me squeezed in before i do =.=
zzz
then when i finally got up the 3rd train
some guy pushed me in from behind
i dont know whether to feel insulted or give him a benefit of the doubt
HAIX
i should really leave home earlier
like much much earlier~~
its another day of havoc at work T.T
missed breakfast
caused i was so engrossed in walking to office that i forget to go by Polars
felt so hungry the whole morning!
lols
its rained asowe ordered sting ray rice :D
hehex
wan zhen show me this LV gold heart shaped coin purse
SUPER PRETTY!!!!
and its in metallic gold
but its $600++ SGD =.="
and now left last piece in SG wor :x
haix
no chance le lar
tempted by coach too~~
ahhh
but i just changed wallet not long lehx...
celebrated oct babies birthday in the late afternoon
but i think theres only jon?
hahas
thick chocolate cake :p
snack all the way
must go jogging again soon >.<
OT till 845pm today :x
stayed late to do testing for the system
but problem still not resolved yet :(
HAIX
gonna sleep soon
thy aim to wake up at 530am!!
hehex
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8 October 2008 Wednesday
SINGAPORE FLYER :D
our OPs team is invited by Standard Chartered to visit the Flyer with them :))
my virgin ride :D
hahahas damn excited about it and its FREE!!! wooohoooo~~
took the chartered bus which picked us from office at 630pm and reach the flyer at 645pm our flight was at 7pm :D yupx as though we are taking the plane like that, the term they use is "flight"   outside waiting~~  tickets!! :D hehex
and since we got to wait for everyone to be ready and to board the ride together...we took many pictures!! hahas   wanzhen!!the second pic she look cool sia LOLs machium wan fight :p
 camryn!!
 random!
 camryn, me, celest, wan zhen
  CDM team!!!
finally its nearly 7pm...
 taking the escalator..its was random that jon looked up :p LOLs
 going through the metal detector and scanning of our bagssee the guy in blue holding a brown bag? thats jon and why is jon in this random pic again?? LOLs  towards boarding :D
 tickets collection
 standing against green background and took a group picture
the photo will be digitally edited to include the background of the flyer's cabin as though we took the pic during our flight :)you can buy the pictures after the flight which is like $10 if i am not wrong
 collage poster :)
before going on board waiting at the corridoor pics of strangers in other cabins that passes us
and finally its our turn!! hehex the flyer didnt not stop turning and its like we have to board while its still moving so have to board quickly hahahahs quite thrilling :p
and once inside cameras were whipped out *snap* *snap* all the way :D i dont know why jon is always in my random pics hahas
scenery shots!!! :D
 
 
       
 
 
 love this pic!! we are just nearing the peak :D
of course other then taking pictures of the beautiful night scenery around us we took picture of ourselves!! :D
 jon say he look weird here hahahs but i dont care
cause i tink i look nice :p
 blehx!
  me, wanzhen ; me, wanzhen, jon  jon, me; alicia, me candid by agnes, wanzhen tried to siam but in vain..lolx
and 30 minutes pass so fast!!! we were so busy and excited taking photos that the flight seem to end in a blink of the eye lolx its not a boring ride at all!! :D
i had a great time!! :)) Thank You For  hahahs i didnt manage to take the "thank you for" on the other door :p  heex :D and we got a free postcard :)
went pass the gift shop :))
 isnt this pretty?? :D
 heart this pic too!! taken by yours truly!! hahassee the face of the cute kid :D i think i took down a moment of awe-ness :p aint i a pro??!! :D
dinner at Seafood Paradise :D
  menu :D
waiting for the food to come~~
 
     whats with the hand sign jon? LOLs
using my hp to camwhore hahas quality not good VGA cam only mahx :p   wanzhen look here!! hahas...
  :D
 group photo of our table :D
FOOD :D
 
jon: "ehx..take pictures of me eating lehx"
 "ahhhh"
jon: "ahh..so ugly" me: "too bad :p"
jon: "take again!!!"
 "ahhh"  "heex"
 big mouth!!!!!jon: "ahh..so ugly" me: "too bad :p"
 the pincers of the crab damn big o.O
and last but not least.... dessert!! :)
 aloe vera :D   giant crabs!! :D
went off late as dinner ended late celest sent me & jon to cityhall then took train back home alone
eventful day but thy is happy :D |
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