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Friday, February 29, 2008 at 1:01 PM
4 年的爱情长跑...结束了...

this year is a leap year..
hope that the pain will be gone by the time the next feb 29 is here...
for you and me..

from today on i will walk alone again...

thanks for everything...
对不起 谢谢你
xoxo, Amber ♥
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Thursday, February 28, 2008 at 12:47 PM
before i forget again :p
this is my new phone :))
hahax



its not the best but well its good and cheap enough :p

xoxo, Amber ♥
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at 12:43 PM
i want to go home!!! :(
how to work with a tired and aching mind and body?
xoxo, Amber ♥
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at 12:36 PM
a bit feverish this morning but still have to come to office :x
no choice
too many things to do le :(
pop 2 panadols and hoped that the fever will go off
but now still feel a bit sick..
sianx
and office damn cold lo
think i sick so i feel colder :x

no energy to do work
cant focus
head heavy
muscle aching
tired
block nose
scratchy throat
freezing cold hands

haix

well, the only nice thing is that today is pay day!! :D
heex
but all gone le >.<
hahax
cause need to pay for school fees
so this month cant really save much bahx :x

i am HUNGRY
lolx
1pm lunch
xoxo, Amber ♥
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Wednesday, February 27, 2008 at 11:55 AM
i f****ing hate the person who invented emails..
its giving me the headache now
on top of the already mountain load of things, i get emails that are downright unfair and unreasonable and whatever =.=

RAHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

power struggle, abusing authority, putting weight down on others..wei...you all got nothing better to do ar?
xoxo, Amber ♥
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Tuesday, February 26, 2008 at 1:59 PM
eunice still on mc and adeline today on mc
today room only got me camryn and agnes
damn quiet lo
hahax

theres a never ending pile of work for everyone =.=
other than wishing for friday to come, i wonder when these horrors will end :x
its irritating as it seems as though you arent accomplishing much when you had done a lot because theres a whole lot more
like i say
its demoralising...

got to faster do my things and rush home
the delivery for my new handphone is between 6-9pm and i end at 6pm =.=
zzz
i got myself the samsung music phone F330 :)
no money to get sony ones and recently sony de new phones not really nice
heard that samsung also not bad and its cheap now so get it lo :)
got my bro to sign student plan with singtel and i get the phone for $48 only lo!!!
wahahahx

thats the only nice thing that i can look forward to today...
xoxo, Amber ♥
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Monday, February 25, 2008 at 5:47 PM
anyone felt tremors?

i felt it here in office >.<
damn giddy lo
i thought i having my fainting spell again =.=
heard sumatra had a magnitude 7.1 earthquake :x
haix

now like having a pounding headache :(
and damn demoralising
everytime i clear one account
two account will enter my in-tray =.=
DAMN SIANX AR!!!

i feel like puking...

and if you think you so clever, come and do my job la..it seems easy but its not kaes..
stop all your unreasonable suggestions please...
xoxo, Amber ♥
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at 8:49 AM
blah blah blah blah blah
this is my life...
comments dispproved
tagboard removed
hiding runnning
tell me what to do......
xoxo, Amber ♥
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at 8:46 AM
i think i am losing control...

eunice not coming to work today :(
gonna be a lonely day without the her around....
xoxo, Amber ♥
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at 8:44 AM
amber has NO LIFE!!!
xoxo, Amber ♥
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at 8:33 AM
another week gone by
february gonna be gone just like that
just like january

lesson had been boring so far
the teacher is rather strict and have the ability to remember names very fast
and he asked for my name =.=
think i will get the chance to answer questions in class in the future
sianx
i rather stay unknown
but i dont really care also la
i mean what can he do to me??
lolx
its no more school days
we are all adults and are capable of making decisions :p
the loophole of not studying in schools
hahax

hadnt been feeling really well lately
maybe its too much things going on and too less rest
or too much work and no much play
i need so retail therapy >.<

bought another 3 pairs of heels recently
LOL
i am a shoe fanatic :p
1 opened toe (high) one, 1 ballet pumps (low) and 1 flat
hahax
make me feel a wee bit happy :)
its kinda hard to be happy nowdays

town is superbly boring nowadays =.=
bugis too
to think i love bugis so much in the past :p
maybe i have already grown up and pass the age to wear clothes from there?
LOL
but i still love the lobangs that you can get if you really scour the place :)
its a great place to go with girlfriends and never boyfriends
hahax

but quite sianx la
cox i have been going around town since i started studying
and its bores me already
and singapore so small
no much place to shop also
rahh!!!
want shop also so fan =.=

gonna start work in 20min time
haix
looking at the piles of stuffs for me to do
half the morale already gone
hahax
but i will survive through
either with less or with more to do tomorrow =.=
lolx
what a way to start a monday morning...
why isnt today sunday? or tomorrow sat? lolx..
xoxo, Amber ♥
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Thursday, February 21, 2008 at 5:58 PM
last day of chinese new year
but i doubt i will be having reunion dinner at home
bro working =.=

last night went to watch jumper with hubs
quite a nice show
but i keep nodding off towards the end :x
just couldnt keep myself awake >.<
watch the show for the sheer coolness of the life of a jumper
but storyline wise so-so only :)

time really flies though
feb going to be over soon..
so far 2008 hadnt been a great year at all :(
haix

a lot of things to learn
a lot of things to adapt to
a lot of things to ponder
and maybe major decisions to make

sometimes i feel sick of working
but at times i felt good that at least i am working for i would have the time to anyhow think
hope that once the hongkong team is up my workload will decrease significantly bahx
for now i can only...
ENDURE and ENDURE..

still at office at this time
but i gonna go home soon
damn tired :(
xoxo, Amber ♥
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Wednesday, February 20, 2008 at 1:29 PM
all the sad feeling aside...

the pass few days (and more days to come) was damn hectic :(

had my Business Stats exam last sat
nearly died :(
dont have enough time to study though stats seems much easier now than back in JC times :(
dont think i will flunk but i may have to say good bye to my A for this mod :(
sianx

on the side note, i got A+ for my Business Accounting exam (not exactly news anymore since i knew this since last month?) hahax..i forget to mention it :p

lesson for new module started straight on mon :(
no breaks at all even though we just had our exams :(
life suckx
this explains why i can get my diploma in 10months ie this coming september
haix
the new module, Principles of Management =.=
already sounded bad right?

the lecturer is ok lahx
but the questions is all essay based de lo
like GP but topic is all about management
think will be a rather dry topic >.<

and assignment is a 1000 word essay on leaders and managers
are supposed to do research and read at least 5 books on management before doing the essay which is dued on 18 march (about 1 month time) :(
even the exam date is out le :(
23 march
how efficient is that you tell me? :(

work isnt getting ay easier and is getting worse :(
i have now officially TWO in-trays overloading with accounts
and eunice is officially not helping me anymore as celest is in hongkong and eunice got to help adeline do the searches :(
and i am now left alone is struggle till death :(
haix
and its not good at all that i have all the moody swings and thoughts bombarding my mind every single moment :(


我真的累了 ....
mentally, physically and deeply....

well, on the bright side, i can expect myself to lose more weight if i continue on like that *bitter laugh*
xoxo, Amber ♥
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at 1:20 PM
wouldnt be replying tags as frequently..cant reply at work and wouldnt be using com at home..
sorry all...leave at tag if you want..will be glad to see them :)

if its urgent, sms me bahx...
xoxo, Amber ♥
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at 1:13 PM
amber 累了 :(

who can guide me along?
i am lost...

i dont want to run away anymore
but i dont want to face it either

i dont even know what is it that i want
i am not even sure

will i regret in the future
i dont know

but for now i wanna be alone
just leave me alone

no phone calls, no smses, no whatever
just let me be

for this way i will be hurt lesser
and so will you

for this way i will be the only one suffering
and you will be free

for this way...i will be left with only me...
xoxo, Amber ♥
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Friday, February 15, 2008 at 4:19 PM
its a frightening disease
and its unfair
for it doesnt matter how many good deeds you did in the end
its scary
its happening all around me
and killing all my love ones inside

the reality of it is so unreal
it happen to people who dont deserve it at all
the pains, the struggles and hard times it caused
it makes one wanna give up once, twice and more

when it happens hopes are dashed
tears falls and hearts are crashed
the strong may survived the weak are killed
and it may come back even if you start anew

i am afraid
i dont want to see the people around me hurt
but i dont know how to go about consoling them
its something i never gone through before and dont want to, ever
how to tell someone to be strong when you know that if its happened to you, you will be as down?
how to tell someone to not lose hope when you would feel hopeless/helpless in their shoes?

i am sorry i cant help but i'll be there for you, that i promise....
xoxo, Amber ♥
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at 1:35 PM
and i thought that i will only get roses for valentines yesterday
hahax
i got more than what i thought i would :x
and felt damn guilty about it
cause i got this...
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*SCREAMX*

T200 in RED!!! :x and a bracelet from Mintmark :x

hubs wanted to make up to me for dropping my olyumpus camera in japan so he bought a new T200 for me to lessen his guilt and now its my turn to feel guilty :x

everything just felt so unreal >.<

then the drama came... hubs drove me over to sk house after dinner to return her the luggage and pass her stuff and the car got stuck in the middle of the road just before the traffic junction!!! =.=

zzz..the car was rented by weiliang who dont need to use it so hubs took it from him to use a day lo but it seems like weiliang, as usual, forget to tell hubs something crucial to driving the semi-auto car and cause us to jammed up the traffic for a few minutes =.= i was damn stunned and shocked lo..the car cant moved and we cant get out =.= the car finally get moving after hubs called weiliang but its really traumatic lo!! >.<

downed a glass of Chivas mix, while my bro drank the vodlka one, and went to sleep feeling damn hot and heavy headed..thinking that i will sleep better :p but felt rather out of place this morning :x woke up with a swollen left eye..dunno is it i sleep too late..but last night got praying mahx so got to stay up late :p and i finally got time to sit down and use my lappie :p

LOL..maybe what i am feeling now is a hangover =.=

hahax

agnes treat lunch today cause she got the referral money from kaplan :) had a heavy lunch :x i ate 2 portion of rice :p

zzz..think i am getting fatter le >.<

all the japan trip fault :x too cold den eat a lot..rahh!!!!! i gained back the weight i lost and now i got to lose back again..sianx..and recently always want to munch on tibits :x

have to cut down on my intake and plan a healthy diet!!!!

xoxo, Amber ♥
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Thursday, February 14, 2008 at 10:56 AM
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! :D
how are you going tp celebrate today?
damn funny lar
camryn got a call from reception on the 28th floor
den she went down with a huge plastic bag and came back with a bouquet of flowers inside
she say she too paiseh to carry it in the open :p
LOL
the flowers from her husband lo
den she still wanna keep it in the plastic bag for the whole day =.=
i manage to force her to take it out and put it on her table instead
hahax
got flowers is good what
why keep??
hahax
den subsequently
adeline got a call too :p
she went to borrow the big plastic bag from camryn =.=
zzz
but when she come back the roses are already in a bag le as it came with chocolates from SINS :)
the chocolates are damn cute can
in the shape of hearts, lips etc :)
damn sweet :)
but valentine day on thursday quite sianx lo
wanna go out till late also cannot
and weekdays also got work =.=
valentine's day during school days are still the best :)
to have all your friends around you, exchanging gifts :)
having reunion dinner tonight at home :)
have to delay till today due to my japan trip :x
looking forward to a sumptous dinner :)
my dad never fails to satifiy our taste buds :D
xoxo, Amber ♥
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008 at 1:54 PM
was really a long day yesterday >.<
too much things to do after being away for so long...

seba med doesnt seem to be working for me
the breakout is still there on my forehead after like 3-4 weeks?
zzz
maybe its time to change to yet another cleanser le
haix
actually i think maybe is too stress bahx :(
but i dunno what i am stressing about
or maybe i know but i dun want to know....
just running and running and running away...

being home was great last night
but by the time i am home theres no more dinner left
so cooked mee lo
and mami volunteered to finish the cooking for me :)
felt so loved :p
chat about random stuffs with parents
like the recent edison scandal
really hei ren bu qian wor
so many female actress all kanna >.<
damn suay....

got class tonight and tml night
exam is on this sat >.<
rahhh!!!
damn sianx lo
no confidence for this module at all :(
the teacher manage successfully to make the whole module sux :(
no time to revise also :(

i need a break....
being at home seems to be the only place where i felt at peace...
if i could just leave this place..i would...
xoxo, Amber ♥
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Monday, February 11, 2008 at 8:30 AM
i think long holidays are really good for recharging oneself :D
reached office early today and i felt super refreshed :p
LOL
i kinda missed work :p
heex

gambate kudasai to the long day ahead :D
xoxo, Amber ♥
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Saturday, February 09, 2008 at 1:41 PM

LIBRA - The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying... Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Kinda dumb at times.


dont ever mess with me...i may seem dumb...but you never know who i am inside...
xoxo, Amber ♥
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at 1:07 PM
TATAIMAS!! 我回来了!!! I AM BACK!!!! :D
I MISS SINGAPORE SO MUCH!!!
lolx
but japan is really fun :) i wanna go back there soon :D (after i brush up my jap :p)
communication is really tough over there >.<
pick up a few common jap words here and there
hahax
but not enough to make a conversation >.<

the trip was fun cold and tiring :p
hahax
i saw falling snow, mount fuji, went to dip in the natural hot spring (naked :p its a must)
went playing sleigh at the ski resort, shopping, eating, to historical sites and soaked in the culture over there, learn about a side of japan that i dunno, etc
its just an experience that words can never describe :)

the only mishap that happen is that hubs dropped my camera :( on the 4th day
and its spoiled :(((
haix

bought many many things
lolx
things to eat
hello kitty stuffs :p
things for friends, family...
i think i spent quite a lot >.<
dun wanna think about it...
i didnt get anything from Burberry Blue Label for myself though
nothing caught my eye this season :p
maybe next time :)
i wanna go hokkaido next :D

about 5 days of holiday and as usual everything had to come to an end
now that i am back
i am feeling abit lost
haix
everything is back
the good the bad the happiness the sadness

anyways
pics will be up soon i hope >.<
got a lot...

this entry isnt coherent, not meant to be anyways
mind is in a whirl....
xoxo, Amber ♥
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Saturday, February 02, 2008 at 8:22 PM
pics cant upload up :(
sianx
sorry to all who tagged
my lappie very lag so i cant see my taggie :x
will reply when i am back
sorry o...

k la
i gonna go le..
see ya next sat :)

take care all my lovelies and happy chinese new year to all in advance :)

p.s. i will celebrate new year 1 hr earlier den u all :) japan time is faster by an hour..lolx..
xoxo, Amber ♥
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at 8:02 PM
flying soon....

i put the chalet pics in sinkuan sharing folder in msn le :)
those who want go and take from her ya! :)
sinkuan i got put some of my zi lian pics inside :p
lazy take out
LOL
u can look at them if u miss me :p
LOL

went for clinique make up workshop at vivo today with sk :)
had fun
hahax
thanx sk for accompanying me :)

having mixed feelings now :x
rahhh

bon voyage to me...
hope everything will be better when i am back :)
xoxo, Amber ♥
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Friday, February 01, 2008 at 11:32 PM
i still cant believe that January passed just like that :(
time really do flies....
xoxo, Amber ♥
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at 11:24 PM
haven update for like 1 week le :(
too many things happening
too many things to think
too tiring :(

dun wanna think but mind cant stop
LOL

got plenty of photos still owing the rest of my councillors
hahax
council chalet last week was uber fun :D
thanx guys :)
you all never fail to brighten up any day that i am with you :)
photos i will try to upload soon :p
hahax

flying off tml
got many many bu she de :(
but still have to go..
do miss me ya :x
it just feel super weird to be away during cny
away from everybody
i dont like this :(

remember i went shopping with bro the other day for dad?
when dad was trying out the stuffs
i realise that dad aged a lot
mum too :(
they both need long sighted glasses no to read
and arent as fit as before le
really felt very sad :(
hope time will pass slower
i haven been spending much time at home :(

no mood to write le
may update more before i fly off...

sorry sorry sorry...a thousand sorrys still cant do anything to minimise everything :(
xoxo, Amber ♥
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