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Friday, December 29, 2006 at 12:07 AM
counting down to prom..hmmx..wait
wheres my dress? -.-

ok since i have time
i might as well update
yup
its less den 24hrs to prom
but me
chengjoo
this gal here
still do not have her dress -.-
its in the shop
haben buy yet -.-
so tml morning will be very busy cox
need rush down to pick up my cams
(suppose to do that on 26th but fell sick)
den to esther house for my manicure xp
den to town for my dress heels and accessories
den to clementi for my hair and make up
den to conrad hotel to put things
den finally to suntec
argh
wad a day
hope tml will be fun though
but i still gotta work on sat
shacks

good thing is that i already have wad i gonna wear in mind
so tml is jux rushiing to buy all those things
haix
damn tired aboout all the rush
and i keep tinking tat today is friday
tinking that dear will be back
lolx
i miss him lotx
he is going to have a long weekend till next tue cox of new year
and me too
hahax
cant wait to spent time with him =x

gonna go back for JJ orientation as facilitators
hope it will be fun =)
i going back for the camp days nia
so going to work only on 3rd jan after 3 days of break (31st, 1st, 2nd)
den another 3 days of orientation (4th, 5th and 6th)
den working on 8th again
weetx
and i am getting my EAGLES award
lolx
$150 bucks
hahax
double weetx

11th jan will be dear's pop
will be going with his mami and dadi
hahax
finally
3 months pass since he went HTA
den another 4 months in HTA if he is posted to be NPCO
hmmx
den after that 4 months he will be having a 8am-8pm work timing
time pass fast
2 years gonna be over soon!!!
hahax

oh
and i broke my nail today
sobx
='(
been splitting and breaking my nail ever since i work
cox need carry those heavy heavy stuffs
and its liike prom tml
hope nail vanish can cover it up
and the customers nowadays
i bo wei kong
damn sux
yup
no other words to describe
unless u wanna use vulgarities
which i wun
i dun wanna break my principle cox of a couple of idiotic rude adults
definitely not worth it and no point being angry too
cox i am suffering from being miserable and not them
the crowd never lesson and i doubt it ever will
seems like the whole of spore bought samsung tv and lenovo desktop
zzz
i mean if u want the service to be good
at least u be polite and mind ur manners?
u dun respect me den ii wun respect u too
sorry
thats me

been consistently home late
having not enough sleep, water and food
i lose weight le
lolx
good or bad?
pimples popping out like crazy
eyebags coming out
argh
woke up feeling like sleeping
jux dun feel like working le
its so so so so tiring =x
but gotta endure through bahx
for the pay
for the people
for me
but doubt i can last till next year june
hahax
if i can
den i god liaox xp

the weather recently aso very bad
the rain
the cold
the wind
the floods
and everything
and its making me fall sick
hate to feel the cold
jux make me miss the warmth from dear
boo!!
i gonna feel the warmth soon
heex
its friday tml
dear gonna be out
but i got prom
so can only see him on sat after work
cant wait xp

there will be a lotx of cam-whoring tml x)
and thus the increment of photos i have to upload
lolx
shall upload soon during my coming breaks from work =)

25th was a special day
as in christmas
but time doesnt matters anymore
as long as we are by each others side =D
thanx for everything ^^

*imissyou*


xoxo, Amber ♥
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wee hours in the morning
Tuesday, December 26, 2006 at 1:22 AM
Last minute preparations is never good - me

its like 0130hours in the morning
wad am i doing here?
wad the hell
cant sleep
been worrying about my dress
argh

was browsing through the net
finding inspirations
feeling a bit sad that nobody is pei-ing me tml
a bit only
bahx?
lolx
i dunno

seriously i cant imagine myself weaving through the crowded shopping areas
alone
zzz
its kinda lonely and cold
hate that feeling
*sobx*
where is everybody when i need them?
i noe i sound selfish
but thats how i am feeling now

most prob it will be me and my ipod only tml bahx
yan say she may make it
but still yet to confirm
gotta rush to a lot of places later
first thing in the morning
the bank
haden got time to bank in my pay checks
den to woodlands to meet cal for my prezzie
den to bugis maybe to shop
den to jurong to pick up my cameras
den back to JJ for the remaining OGL camp programmes
haix
how to shop for prom when everything is so packed??
i dun even feel confident enough to survive shopping alone
roar*
and i haben bought any shopping prezzies for anyone
zzz

before i drown myself in my own sorrows
some happy things to blog about
had christmas dinner with xiang, esther and susian
at mache
hahax
quite fun and ful-filling x)
had wine
with budget
lolx
feel very adults worx
heex
and they pei me shop around too
but late le den a lot of shop close le
sad :(
oh well
time waits for no one

*imissyou*
xoxo, Amber ♥
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Monday, December 25, 2006 at 11:25 PM
Merry berry xmassy to all - me

ok..its like 4 days to prom??
where the hell is my dress??
yes
i am frustrated
of all the female industries in singapore
i cant find a dress i like
like wad the hell
zzz
decided on the color
but cant find the dress
argh
last minute shopping arent good at all
its like everyone had got their dress le
but not me
cant even get people to shop with me
sad sia
dun like to shop alone aso
hell
i am feeling sorry for myself
thats bad ya
zzz
*sobx*
i jux want a simple nice purple dress
thats quite simple isnt it?
doesnt seem so in fact
feeling so down that i cant even blog about how i spend christmas eve
this sux
think i have to shop alone tml :(
haix
i can see myself shutting out from the rest of the world

*imissyou*

xoxo, Amber ♥
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Thursday, December 21, 2006 at 8:29 PM
lets jux say that today is not my day
lets jux say that i am too tired
lets jux say that i wanna sleep forever
jux let me say before i go
i am sorry...

if u get there before i do
dun give up on me...
xoxo, Amber ♥
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off day
at 10:11 AM
Jux a normal gal
leading a normal life
arent i? - me


life had been monotonous
i tink its reaching my limits
i broke down yesterday
after a consecutive of a few horrible adults
and to tink that some of them are my grandparents age
and are supposed to be nicer to kids like me??
will i be like them next time??
i tink i rather not buy samsung tv if i am going to be like them
i rather not get any free gifts
whats they problem anyway??
flaring up at innocent us
so wad if their voice is louder or fiercer
it jux show how unreasonable they are
can they stand in our shoes??!
can they imagine their child is in our shoes??!
i have my daddy and mummy de kaes
who are u to scold me and make me
cry??

we are humans too kaes
respect us kaes

u tink u customer u can bang on the table when u talk to us?
u tink u customer ur words can drip with sarcasm?
u tink u customer den u are always right?
u tink u customer den u can always speak to e manager?
u tink u customer u have all ritex to not wait in the queue cox u illegally parked ur car??
u tink u customer u can use complains and sueing to threaten us??


wad the hell is happening to the adults??
arent they suppose to be more rational den mii??
they are supposed to be
GROWN UPS
but they are acting so childishly
i am so sick of facing the same type of adults
saying the same things
hearing the same response
seeing them flare up
angry faces
loud voices
the sentence: 'i want to talk to ur manager or someone who has a higher authority'
the 'i dun care i want what i want' thinking in the adults
and everything goes in a visious cycle once more
its tiring
emo-zapping
i have no smile no more left for work

chengjoo can now only afford a wan smile


today is my off day
thus was able to blog
the amount of nice people that i meet is damn little

i am not kidding
am looking forward to christmas and prom and new year
i willl have loads of off days =)
i need loads of breaks
yesterday we have 2 new comers again
they are ok bahx
quite nice and friendly hahax
hope that we can all work well together
and that my boss wun come out with anymore stunning stunts


i dunno wad to blog about le
currently i noe only to complain here
pour out my woes
theres not much people to talk to much le
and i dun have time to talk to anyone too
maybe its because i cant get to update my blog everyday thus my breakdown yesterday
i dunno
i only noe that i am tired
that i am going to be sick
that i am making people worried
that i cant make mistakes in my work
that i have to go home earlier
and that adults are cruel
maybe i am assuming for saying this
but then thats wat i can infer from wad i see
prove to me soon that i am wrong
dun make me be afraid of growing up =x

*imissyou*





xoxo, Amber ♥
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missu
Saturday, December 16, 2006 at 9:45 AM
its only when everything is too late den we realise how naive we really are - me

hadnt had the time
the energy
and the resources to blog xp
left my lappie in office for like a week??
lolx
den work end late
den very tired -.-

some highlights
company dinner??
at a bar -.-
name Bar Celona
lolx
damn NOT fun
cox people are allow to smoke in the air con bar
making me breathe in second hand smoke >.<
aso i refused to wear the santa-rina costume

cox i tink its tupid
den chat with my colleagues through the night to pass time lo

wun want to go for such functions anymore
den before the dinner
cox we closed at 5pm
a lot of customers who came late
make a HUGE fuss outside the office
zzz
adults are stubborn, selfish and unreasonable

yesterday was terrible
theres was lil customers in the morning
to our pleasure
but the crowd surge in suddenly
such that its tough to handle
especially for me
dunno is it god trying to make a fool out of me
first i am serving a customer
den my IN tray starts to pile up
den the tupid queue number machine beside me have to run out of paper
den i have customers waiting for me to serve finish
waiting for me to serve them
and waiting for me to refill the machine
zzz
can die
den i was so helpless la
den snow come back!!
my saviour
hahax
was supposed to be her off day
den she got to noe that we are not handling
den she came in help us a while =)
so nice of her
and she bought HOTDOG BUN from IKEA for us xD
she stayed for a while den got to go le
but after she go the crowd died down
lolx
got my pay for the week again
minus away all the claims and the missing pay from last week
i got around $500 odd
hahax
that will be a bout an estimate of what i will get every week =p
den went walk 1 round with sinkuan in bugis street last night
i wanna shop!!
hahax
its nice to be loaded
wahahahahx

the crowd at work had been almost the same
kinda sick of facing so many people everyday le
watmore
theres bad karma in the air
cox everyone is angry due to the long wait for their gifts
zzz
tml will be my off day fro the week
i cant wait man =D

*imissyou*
xoxo, Amber ♥
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at morris
Monday, December 11, 2006 at 9:52 PM
destiiny iis iin our hands - me

blogging in office a this moment
jux finish everything le
phew~
been such a long and busy day
can die >.<

saturday was quite fun =)
in the day i pei dear go vivocity
cox he want go to the chuangyi comics fair at alexandra distripark
den vivo there got shuttle bus
so i went buy my 1 year suppply of contacts lens
and some neccessities that i dun have time to buy in the week xp
spent nearly $200 on all those things??
my god
i am a big spender xp
hahax
its all neccessities lo >.<
not that i want spend de
its like a two-fifth of my pay le =(
the 3G dinner at jurong country club was ok
quite enjoyed myself
cox can see my seniors and juniors and crap together
but the night pass so fast
haix
good times never last do they??

the past 2 days at work had been horror
helping snow tally the newcomers work
wah
that one big headache lo
had to search and infer from their work x.X
den the people coming in had been consistently 200++ to 300+
imagine facing a big crowd everyday
and have to be scolded by them cox of the long wait and the items out of stock
boo!!
wei
its not my fault wad
sue samsung lahx
zzz

waking up to work is damn tiring
kinda hate the monotonous life
but haix
no choice
thats working for us
boo!!
giving so much for so little pay
the world is cruel
dun wan to work le
but have to
sort of a obligation
the only thing that is holding me on is the people
if my colleagues were to quit
i will quit too =x
lolx
well
at least now got people pei mii 'suffer' together
at least there is support xp

tml will be the company's 1 year old dinner and dance
we are closing early at 5pm
hahahx
thats the bonus
and the bad thing is..
we have to dress up as santa-rina
wth
the costume is damn ugly lahx
eeew
but by the order of the boss
zzzz
i dun have a choice do i??
hope tml will pass fast
and the dinner will be alright
and i will get my deserved rest soon
which is like next sunday?? (my next off day)

god
somebody please save mii

*imissyou*
xoxo, Amber ♥
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at dear house
Friday, December 08, 2006 at 11:44 PM
Snow; pure and white; what life should be - me

yeah!! =D
today i got my first pay!!!
$500++ worx
lolx
for nearly 2 weeks of slogging
hahx
quite high about it =)
gonna bank it in and go shop
Wahahax

this few days at work hadnt been tooo bad
though still a lot of customers
but i am getting use to the work le
quite monotonous actually
but time pass first so i dun really mind xp
as usual
we crap as we work
so its quite fun aso =)
recently my work tally very quickly
so i finish quite fast and is learning other things le
and i sold another ipod nano today xp
wahahax
hope tat some day i will be like my other colleagues (snow, claire and mel)
they damn pro la
me only a small fry
hahax
but i am glad that i could be of some help to them =)

val asking people to be FITs for next year's orientation le
think will be joining bahx
but i scared to mix with the J1s lehx
hahax
me not OGL type
can plan but not blend
hahax
but will still go try bahx
its the experience that counts =p

tml is my second day off for the week
will be spending time with dear in the day
prob slacking at his house cox not feeling rather well
got a dinner with 3G cca com tml night aso
at Jurong Country Club
hmmx
hope that it will be fun =)
its nice to meet up with everybody again ^^

next tue we will be having a company 1 year old dinner
at dunno wad place
hahax
i forgot xp
den all staffs ie the customer service sector
have to dress up as santa-rina -.-
by order of boss
zzz
but i will have rebate for buying shoes
hahax
$50 xp
shall use that to shop for my prom shoes cox i have boots le =p
yeahs
den we will be closing at 5pm instead of 7pm on tue =D

i love my job
i love dear
i love me ^^

*imissyou*

xoxo, Amber ♥
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back to work tml
Tuesday, December 05, 2006 at 10:24 PM
today i wiish for 48hours iin a day - me

woke up at 12pm today
hahax
was slacking on bed from 9plus to 12
too tired le
woke up cursing myself
cox i wasted time sleeping instead of playing
hahax
me too long nv play le xp


meet up with sinkuan and her friend at orchard
den went far east walk walk
was trying to look for prom clothes
but nthing caught my eye lehx
zzz
and my god
far east change so much la
zzz
i damn long never go le
den got a lot of new shops
but the clothes all not my cup of tea or too ex le
haix
cant even find a decent top or bottom
damn sianx lo
anyway its hard to shop for prom clothes in town
cox scared will clash with people =(
anyway
i shall go shop again when i get my 1st pay
got to pamper myself
Wahahax *claps*
we met up with weixiang at around 5pm
den we went far east again
pei him buy his belt
den we went walk around again
went trying dresses
but haix
its sianx when nthing seems nice enough to u =(
aso
got to noe tat the bitch bought the dress that i was eyeing at daniel yam
zzz
damn sadded

got to work again tml
think le a bit sianx
cox i noe it will be another round of talking
and trying to calm angry people
haix
please
let me meet nice people tml
i pray for a nice day *finger crossed*

*imissyou*

xoxo, Amber ♥
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working
Monday, December 04, 2006 at 8:57 PM
Loviing every miinute of liviing - me


currently in office
hahax
done my work for the day and waiting for the rest xp
teeheex


been damn long since i blogged
was working and working and working and working and working..
phew~
hahax

the work is tiring
very tiring
not very hard
jux taxing
hahax
got to face angry customers who cant redeem their gifts -.-
as if my fault
zzz
but even though work ends late
and dearie doesnt like it cox i have to go home alone
and bugis is far from home
and i dun have enough sleep and water
and i need to see the ugly side of adults
and the bad karma in the air
and the pay doesnt include OT
though i OT everyday xp
it seems like i am slowly falling in love with the work
hahax
maybe its because of the people working here
they jux make me feel so at home
they help me when i make mistakes
didnt scold me
felt loved
lolx
though my colleague all girls
Wahahax
its the people that make me want to work
and do my best for them
maybe thats me
like wat dear says
i will go all out even for people whom i jux know
provided they treat me well
hahax

oh well, chengjoo loves to assume that all Man are good xp


Finally tml is my first ever off day from work
weetx
i wanna sleeeeep >.<
Wahahax
i wanna play maple
hahax
lvl my ice wizzy
and my lil warrior
i wanna go out
go shopping
go play
zzz
24hours onli
where got enuff =(
hahax
sometimes when i think of tml need go work
actully feel damn sianx
but wei le money
lolx
no choice lo
i need money
i haben shop for prom
i need more time
hahax
tml going out with sinkuan and weixiang
we will go shopping
but i no money lehx
haben get pay yet
see wat i can buy bahx xp

some good news for the day
manage to help company sell a 2GB ipod nano
den got commission worx
but only $1
lolx
better den nothing la
hahax
and aso while all other people are trying to tally all their invoices
and money
i have done mine
and is slacking away
Wahahax
ok
i feel mean
time to go see if they need my help le >.<
shall update soon =D

lastly
thanx dearie for your encouragement
hahax
jux saw ur taggie
abit slow hor xp
wish that sat come soon (my second off day of the week)
den can pei u =D

*imissyou*
xoxo, Amber ♥
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