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| Thursday, October 26, 2006 at 11:20 AM |
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iit allways hurrtx to be hurrtx by the one euu love most - me
i noe i shouldnt be here
but i jux feel very unhappy
especially last night
everythiing was so deja vu
i quarrell with a fren over a matter so small
but it make me tear like hell
i jux started crying
and it last for an hour or so
is the problem settled??
seriously i dunno
i dun wanna us to drift apart
but it seems so
u dun understand my stand
u dunno why i did wat i did
u claim that u had forgiven me
i doubt so
are u so sure that u nv did wat i did to u to me before??
think again
u will still say u nv right
haix
suan le
i got no prove either
if only i noe things will turn out this way
if only
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| Wednesday, October 25, 2006 at 2:34 PM |
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Loove can hurrt and heeal
whatt a controverssy - me
seriously i dunno why i am here blogging this at this moment
i should be mugging at every minute and second
but maybe its jux not me bahx
i am seriously not used to doing revisions before exams -.-
just wanna come up here and do a closure for now bahx
yupx
i wun be coming to update much until after As bahx
anyway
nothing much is happening too
my life revolves around
wake up, school, MUG, home, eat, sleep and shit -.-
and aso waiting for the weekends to come faster
not very interesting ar?
at times i really get real restless at mugging
e.g now
lolx
really
ihatesittingdowntostudy
zzz
damn sianx
but i cant jux dun study
I CANT FLUNK MY As
i cant even not do well
i cant
sometimes (maybe most of the times)
its all about living up to one's and people's expectations
its a invisible pressure
a choking hand
it suffocates
but when u conquer it
its victory once again
u cant lose when u are winning all along
its too high a stake
its about reputation
about face
and pride
in this dog eat dog world
i have survive till now
i cant imagine life when i lost
though i always advised on those who failed
i cant do the same to myself
seriously,
i am afraid.
*imissyou*
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| Sunday, October 22, 2006 at 9:04 PM |
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Loove liike you neveer lovve beforre - me
Envy me bahx
i watch Death Note le!!! xp
hahax
yesterday went jurong point watch with dear =D
its very nice!!! XD
lolx
the movie is in japanese with english and chinese subtitles
i didnt read the comic but dear did
den he say the movie got follow quite closely to the comic
so i tink to those who finished or is reading or have not read the 12 espisode comics
u should go watch =)
hahax
its worth it xp
went to weiliang's birthday celebration (sec school de) last nitex
he had a buffet at the RC near his house
had lotx of fun smashing cake onto his face
hahax
den after that went chevrons ktv with dear, bear, jinxing, samantha, kok sing and jennifer
sang until 1+ am den go home
hahax
tired sia >.<
the weekend pass like seconds
damn sianx
to those who tink Police Academy is any less tough than Army
tink again
cox Army got a long weekend until this tue night den book in
but police have to book in tonitex
den mon night den book out den tue night book in again -.-
haix
but good thing is that at least can see dear on mon night and tue ^^
getting quite use to this life le
shant cry no more xp
dun wan to mug but have to..zzz..kill me please
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| Friday, October 20, 2006 at 1:21 AM |
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As i look out of the window
i saw darkness beyond
Feeling a bitter sense of cold
I prayed for the break of dawn
But its not even night yet
its jux me
i saw darkness everywhere
light i cant see
i am falling deep
into this intangible reverie
who can help me
who can hear my pleas
Exam is nearing
Stress is increasing
relationships are worsening
sadness is overwhelming
silent tears
silent screams
silent fears
silent me
i am sick of the meaningless arguments
and the insignificant fights
Nobody deserves the treatments
Neither the awful plights
why cant we put aside our differences?
why cant we be truly friends?
why mux you hurt me
once, twice and three times??
Pain turns to numbness
numbness to pain
emotions are hurting me
again and again
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| Thursday, October 19, 2006 at 10:59 PM |
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| Wednesday, October 18, 2006 at 10:44 PM |
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ii'll be thhere for euu
will euu be there for mii too? - me
i am tired
not gonna blog much
jux wanna vent some unhappiness
haix
dunno wads happening
dunno why friends can become strangers
dunno why everything seems so near but yet so far
dunno why i am always hurt by people who doesnt care
dunno why cant things go my way
i didnt ask for much
i swear
but why
-.-
ihateyoujuxshutupandgoaway
thats wat i always say when i aint happy
come to tink of it
maybe i should be the one toshutupandgoaway
maybe the fault lies in me
maybe its jux me
ohshutuplahxgirl!!
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| Tuesday, October 17, 2006 at 10:33 PM |
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Happiily evver affter onlii happens iin faiirytales
Faiirytales aare for kkids
ii aiint a kkid anymoore - me
haben been updating (like obviously xp)
hahax
been busy
and feeling lazy
hahax
other den mugging
slacking
occasionally playing XD
doing other things ie altering my clothes
and trying to clear the old ones
hmmx
nthing much happening is happening xp
though school has officially ended for me
i am still going back everyday -.-
to use the facilities
ie studying in air con room
hahax
the weather and air is terrible nowadays
and the PSI is fluctuating like the stock market -.-
sianx
wan go high den might as well go up till 200
den maybe we can stop school and push back As
if not keep on go up to 100 plus
den go down again
damn sianx lo
dunno whether to stay home or go out
zzz
yupx
anyway
today is the soft launch for our leader's mass room in school
hahax
soft launch means like a test for the response before the official launch
cool ar
yupx
anyway
thers a lot of J1s, chestnut drive students and a few seniors of mine
hahax
J2s only got a few
me, xiang, lawrence, jinhong and some who came later
was inform about the launch quite late den school left only me and xiang who is free to go
so we sort of represent the 25th bahx
hahax
felt quite out of place actually
cox the 2 of us like belong nowhere
hahax
den we xiang yi wei ming lo
lolx
had my dinner there
cox they got buffet >.< (actually thats one of my motive to go lahx xp)
hahax
den they played the movie 'High School Musical'
damn nice lahx
especially the opening
when the main characters sing that song
*dreamy*
i wanna a high school life like them
lolx
aint possible
i am a Singaporean
only got JC life
*sobx*
but i didnt finish the show
*double sobx*
cox late le
have to go home
zzz
anyway
xiang say he gonna buy that dvd for me
den watch after As
hahax
thats my motivation xp
i wanna As to end!!!!
den i can do a lot of other things!!!
i wanna learn dance
go kbox
go chalet
go overseas
go shopping
go sentosa
go prom
go work
lolx
i wanna do lotx of things!!!! >.<
hmmx
about the photos that i promised
hahax
i lazy lahx
any day perhaps??
lolx
will be up soon XD
*imissyou*
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| chestnut drive nutty night, open house |
| Friday, October 13, 2006 at 7:01 PM |
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Stopp harrpiing abouut iit
ii am a giirl
SO WHATT - me
reach home late last night
around 12 plus am
was at chestnut drive having fun with my juniors and seniors
hahahx
the mood was so high
so long since i had last enjoyed myself so thoroughly =D
was supposed to have more ppl
but in the end only my muggers and i went
we didnt really noe where the school was
and i have to call my cousin who studied there before
really have to thanx my cousin
if not we sure lost
the school was situated in quite a deserted area
and we have to walk past the cemetery in the dark -.-
lolx
quite fun lahx
cox we laugh and talk along the way
we thought that we are very late le
but when we reach the night haven start -.-
lolx
to tink we run uphill
hahax
but anyway
i enjoyed myself
mass dancing
cheering
singing
and jux mixing around
siao high
hahax
was drenched in sweat after the all the dancing
and panting all the way
hahax
and me and xiang keep saying that we old le
lolx
i tink is too long never lidat le xp
really very long
was very tired and throat was sore after all the screaming
but i dun care
hahax
i tink nobody did
we jux wanna have some innocent fun XD
and of cox
if there is us (well..ok la..me xp)
there mux be some cam-whoring
hahax
shall upload soon
lolx
got quite a lot xp
well
today
is the last day of school
so fast
so damn fast
we are going to sit for our As le
a lot of memories came back
last year
wat i did
how i became who i am
the friends i make
my loves
u all will be missed
no words can describe how i feel now
thank you is jux an understatement
but still
thanx so much for everything ^^
didnt really felt emo today though
maybe cox
its not really a last day that i will meet my beloved classmates and friends
we will still have to go back school for As =p
took a lot of photos with my classmates today xp
really a lot
hahax
will upload soon too
lolx
i am lazy now lahx
tired lehx x.x
hahax
cox jux now after school is the school's open house
damn fun!!! XD
theres again mass dance and many other exciting games!!! =p
i went to play flying fox!!!
hahax
at first when i have to stand at the ledge to get ready that time
i felt quite nervous
hahax
machium going commit sucide >.<
but in the end
when i take off
its really jux pure fun =D
Weetx~
in another 19 days >.<
its the day
i dreaded
the A levels
haix
to tink that jux last year this time
i am playing and planning for our overseas trip to yunnan
everything past so fast
time dun stay for anyone
wats left now
is jux memories
and memories i will keep =)
As we go on we remember all the times we have together and as our lives change come whatever we will still be FRIENDS FOREVER~
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| Wednesday, October 11, 2006 at 11:49 AM |
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Daays wiithout youu by myy siide
i wiill goo on - me
HAppy Birthday to my dear dear!!!
22 years old le worx
lolx
Jiayou in police academy k =D
i will always be here for u!!!
very fast its already one month since u went in le
hahax
another 23 months to go
like wat u always says
it will pass in a blink of eyes
(though i blink a lot of times le xp)
and i will wait for u xp
*iloveyou*
kekex
i didnt attend lesson today >.<
woke up with a throbbing and pounding head
machium hangover
lolx
going school ltr to mug with my muggers
hope i can do more today =)
the sky looks as if its going to cry now
i hope it does
cox it can clear away the haze
and maybe clear away all the gloom and heat the haze is bringing
i demand fresh air and sun!!!
so please rain
*praying hard*
kekex
thats all from me for now
time to mug >.<
*imissyou*
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| Tuesday, October 10, 2006 at 5:29 PM |
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Noboddy cann hellp iit
Sometiimes eveen besst friiends can
Becomme stranggers
weiird ar? - me
hope u all enjoyed the photos =D
lolx
told esther that i manage to upload her unglam photos
and she was horrified XD
lolx
was actually quite lazy to blog yesterday lahx
hahax
so upload photos lo
shall upload starlight cinema the soon
maybe tml?
see my mood bahx xp
today is MY BIRTHDAY!!! ^^
lolx
lunar de lahx =p
thats the advantage of being a chinese
hahax
got 2 birthdays =D
today celebrating with family ^^
daddy cooking my favs xp
anyway
recently the weather damn bad
very hot and stuffy and humid
sweat like hell
lucky school is air-conditioned ^^
but after class
studying out of classroom is unbearable
decide to go home sleep instead xp
recently aso very tired
cant wake up for school x.x
den now pon school aso very ma fan
teacher will make housecall
cox got the stomach flu virus spreading in school -.-
everybody please take care ya?
i dun wanna see u all fall sick =)
haix
tis week is last week of school le
2 years
pass like...
two blinks of eyes?
damn fast
cant believed that As is in 22 days
i gonna miss everybody
every nook and cranny
my beloved teachers [who never gave up on us =)]:
ms zhang
(thanx for being our civics tutor and chem tutor, u will always be our beloved ba zhang ^^ and we will always be your punks XD)
mr kwok
(physics become interesting with u around, thanx for nt giving up on me =D)
ms lang
( thanx for being patient even though we arent the most clever class xp)
ms lim
(GP never put a frown on our face even though u always says that gp is not suppose to make us smile, it true lahx, gp dun but u did..thanx =D)
mr HANDSOME ng
(thanx for guiding us through our council life and loving us through and through =))
mr leow
(thanx for teaching me so many things, for loving us even when thing goes wrong =D)
Councillors [21 of us bonding as one - the smallest council that did the most in JJ's history ^^]:
val
ben
nat
shuyun
pearlyn
muriel
weibin
jenny
chingting
weixiang
shuhui
jannah
sinkuan
esther
weihoong
jennifer
ivan
patricia
amanda
susian
classmates [the 8 gals(+ me) and 18 guys =D]:
kaiyan
hweefen
jeannie
szehui
eunice
amanda*
huimin
weibin*
zhiwei
jasper
weijie
lim hwee
bingren
wai kit
jason
johnston
qiyou
soon keat
bryan
eric
choon kiat
susian*
jackson
joe wee
weiyuan
*aso councillors =)
memories
friends
aquaintances
u all pieced up my Jc life as wat it is
make it wonderful
filled with joys and laughter
i will miss you all so much
i have no regrets coming JJ =D
the sadness is overwhelming when i tink that i have to say goodbye to all my love ones
but in life
we have to move on
goodbye is never an end
but a start
a new chapter
a new journey
thats jux life...
remember me my friends cox u all i would never forget its my promiise to you
*imissyou*
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