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| Saturday, September 30, 2006 at 11:18 PM |
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Communiication iis the basiis of all relatiionships
Comme on peeople
Tallk to eeach otther - me
woke up early today
was supposed to reach Aljunied at 1pm to get the top that i bought online xp
but the seller cant make it as something last min crop up
and she forgot to inform me
zzz
lucky i was at jurong east when i confirm with her the timing through sms
phew~
imagine i reach there and call her to find out the truth
i will be damn gek lahx
hahax
den me and dear dear dunno wat to do >.<
hahax
i mean at 11am on a saturday morning
still quite blur due to sleeping late last night
and have to change plans suddenly x.x
hahax
den in the end
decide to go IMM as he want to buy something from Daiso
Went his house after tat cox still very early
rot ard for a while before meeting bear, kok and jennifer for dinner
the dinner is a belated celebration with them for my 18th birthday
and dinner is at Fish and Co xp
heex
i shared seafood platter for 2 with dear
den kok and jennifer treat me to dessert as they nv give present
eat until very full sia xp
receive a necklace from weiliang and irene who joined us later
its purple in colour and has my name on it
thanx a lot o =D
i love it ^^
forget to mention something yesterday
on my 18th birthday
i tink i earn back a fren
yupx
someone who i tink hated me for the past 2 years in school
actually wished me happy birthday at 12+ am through sms
and verbally in school o.O
it was a pleasant surprise
i mean its always better to have one more fren den enemy ritex?
yupx
and it made my day too =D
cox i feel that its difficult to stay cold with someone who u noe
mmx
tink i shall smile at her in school more
and maybe we can progress from there?
heex
and i really wanna thank her
for giving us both a chance
its hard for her to take the first step
but she did
heex
thanx a lot!! =D
dear booking on again tml
haix
two and a half days seems to pass so fast
while the 5 days alone seems so slow
fun time always past too fast and agony is always slow and painful -.-
zzz
32 days (or is it 31?) to As
everyone is starting to study
wat about me?
i am so lost...
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| Friday, September 29, 2006 at 4:17 PM |
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Whhen Summer Fallls And Wiinter commes
A joyfull day iis reachiing fast - me
ITS MY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!
Woo~hoo~
lalalallalalalalas~
hahax
i am so ecstatic
lolx
thanx everyone who had celebrate this day with me
ie my dearest councillors and my classmates and all those who have spent 5 cents and time to send me a sms to show that at least u cared =)
i appreciate all that very much and it really made my day ^^
Also
thanx for the surprises
the balloons
the video
the cards
the cakes
the candles
the hugs
the presents
the time
the joys
the nitty gritties =D
everything meant alot to me ^^
i love you all!! XD
hahax
yupx
that summarises my day in school =p
fun ya?
lolx
the councillors sabo me by using relightable candles on the cake
causing me to blow like more den 5 times to extinguish (finally..phew~) all the candles
den theres a lot of cards
more den 20 over in total from all my councillors xp
den comes the prezzies
hahax
thats my morning
den after school
my class celebrates with me with cheesecake ^^
its a simple affair
but it meant alot to me
the gals bought me a hand and nail care kit from body shop =)
heex
very nice =)
heres a summary of my prezzies for now:
- about 30 cards
- a soft toy bear (with wings)
- 2 pigs (1 marshmallow de and 1 soft toy de)
- a mug from precious thoughts
- a nail and hand care kit
- a necklace
- a scented candle
- a handphone strap
- a nice hand drawn magnet
- a tank top
- a 3/4 pants
hahax
quite a lot sia =D
thanx again everyone!!
i really enjoyed myself!! XD
going to see dear dear in another 5 hours time?
hahax
i simply cant wait for the time to come! ^^
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| Thursday, September 28, 2006 at 8:25 PM |
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Tiime couldnt stopp
i cantt hold youu forr lonng
thus ii wiish for iit to paast fastter
soo that ii cann hold youu closse agaiin - me
Daydreaming the whole day
building loads of sandcastles xp
especially during gp as i was out of ms lim view
lolx
fretting over money matters
my overdued bills
my shopping money
got to plan my money
zzz
school is boring
seriously
i wake up so damn early to go attend lesson for 3 hours (+ either half or one hour break in between)
-.-
a bit sianx and bo liaox sia
but no choice
go school den i will study
hahax
i am such a lazy gal =p
got back my gp
hahax
passed it
but the marker hor
zzz
lets jux say that my class gals + me all dun like her
cox she anyhow write comments
and circle words
zzz
make our beautiful piece of work ugly
lolx
ok
i am a little (jux a little..heex =p) bias over here
blehx
anyway
stayed back to study with pat esther and val after school
hahax
didnt really cover much
but i had loads of fun
lolx
me esther and pat bored until go play with fruits
Wahahahax
played a stoOpid game
lolx
den we screamed and run around the school like siao jin nahx
Wahahahax
make the quiet school suddenly full of life
but i tink we got disturb some of the students studying
hahax
sorry wor
but i am having fun
hahax
me iis selfish >.<
lolx
den we go lie on the running track and look at the sky
hahas
the sky beautiful
and i jux felt very tranquil =)
kekex ^^
tml is my birthday...
MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!
lolx
cant believe that i am turning 18
lolx
turning old sia =p
hahas
i wonder wats in stall for me in school tml
mmx
i jux hope that i will have a enjoyable day tml =D
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| Wednesday, September 27, 2006 at 2:30 PM |
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Nothiing is meantt to be
ii beliieve iin fiighting for what ii wannt - me
Another monotonous day in school
took back maths paper 1
zzz
i got 18 marks that i lost due to carelessness!!!
18 marks!!!
wth
thats more den 3 grades lo
zzz
i wonder wat happen to mii that day when i am doing the paper
ii tink i am sleeping
zzz
so pissed off with myself
if only i arent that careless
zzz
too late to regret for now
have to take note of my carelessness in As
hahax
some random thoughts
i jux feel that throughout the years
i have lost a lot of frenx
pri, sec, jc
ppl come and go
some are lost forever
some jux nv contact
its so weird that once good frenx are now strangers
sometimes i fear that all my frenx will leave me in the end
a lot of times
i feel awkward that when i see ppl that i noe but i jux didnt say hi or smile
i guess i am afraid that they dun really treat me like a frenx bahx
but if i dun take the first step
den i wun noe ritex?
mmx
i wonder...
at times i envy the life of my frenx who arent in the same sch as mii
it jux feel like they are living a better and more fruitful life
and i am jux stuck at such a sucky one
but on second thoughts
maybe they are envying me too
i jux didnt see the down side of their lifes bahx xp
conclusion:
no matter wad
live life to the fullest and u willl nv regret XD
i am so full of thoughts today!!
lolx
Punching myself for my carelessness (not too hard of cox xp)
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| Tuesday, September 26, 2006 at 10:16 PM |
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The Cutest and most Fabulous Team - The 25th Students' Council ^^
Une Famille
Sweet Memories~
you all make my JC life colourful
i love you all ^^ |
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Lend mii youur wiings
Miine iis brokkened - me
zzz
something wrong with blogger
got to re-post everything
-.-
anyway
ii have a new niece le!!! =)
lolx
my cousin's wife jux gave birth
the baby damn kawaii la =p
kekex
den the female adults starts talking about their birth experience
seems like its damn painful >.<
i wonder wat will it be like for me =p
lolx
the day passed damn slowly
zzz
each lesson is about 1.5 to 2 hours
zzz
the bonus is that the day ends early lo xp
but still very sianx
haix
trying to not get too down by my horrible results
i have no time to be depress le x.x
got to get back to my feet as soon as possible =)
pulled the national flag today too
been so long
hahax
den very nervous
den pulled a bit too fast
lolx
nvm
still got chance =p
we substituting our juniors for duty till next wed
after their promos
i tink thats the most we can do to support them le
hope tat all of them can make it and dun retain
*pray hard*
Jiayou dear juniors!! =D
Its already tuesday le
kekex
friday is coming fast sia xp
can see dear dear
and its my BIRTHDAY!! XD
lolx
i am so looking forward to friday!! =D
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| first day back to sch after prelims |
| Monday, September 25, 2006 at 6:09 PM |
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Liife iis good
As long as youu arre arouund - me
first day back tp school after the post prelims break
new timetable
my lessons for the weeks will end no later den 12pm
lolx
thats good bahx
but i need to be more discipline den
to study myself >.<
i got back my physics
i failed
lolx
not really sad actually
jux had a feeling that i can do it somehow
mmx
am i denying my failure?
i dunno
glad that i aint feeling sad though
at least my day spent quite nicely
lolx
den today in gp (the only lesson of the day)
i nearly fell asleep lahx
zzz
too tired x.x
miss lim was going through prelim paper
i was scribbling as much as i could and writing rubbish
was buliding magnificent sandcastles in the air
when miss lim say i have a lot of question marks on my head
lolx
i tink my sandcastles look like question marks to teacher
lalalalalas~
hahax
den we went pearlyn's house to celebrate her birthday for her
Val brought her to westmall for lunch and the rest of us went to her house to wait =p
we wanted to surprise her xp
den we very mean in school
lolx
we (25th students' councillors) pretend that we all forget her birthday
not even one of us wished her lahx xp
lolx
worse is that we celebrate mr koh's birthday this morning with her around and she looks kind of sad
she thought we forgot her birthday
lolx
heard that she was sad the whole day
what a silly girl xp
And her reaction when she saw us at her house...
it was priceless
her jaw dropped and she cried lahx
Aww~
hahax
blogging at her house now xp
we slack in her house after the celebration xp
For Pearl:
Happy 18th Birthday!!
we love ya always!!
Lets chiong hard for our As!! X)
And also happy 27th birthday to mr koh!!
hurry marry and invite us!! =D
its truly a fabulous day!! XD
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| Sunday, September 24, 2006 at 9:13 PM |
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ii reallly dun wanna crry
but teears are jusst so paart of mii -me
jux a short short entry
hahax
feel like blogging but nthing much to blog abt le xp
he left
yupx
i cried again
but a while only >.<
i gonna be strong =p
school tml
sianx
like impending doom lidat
zzz
made another frenx today
this time is Indonesian
lolx
she added me in msn (my msn was on frenster)
lolx
i am going cosmopolitician =p
hahax
anyway
played basketball in the morning
die
too long nv play le
den recently aso cut down on my daily meals (from 3 to at times only 1 =x)
den no energy sia
stamina also went down like dunno wat
zzz
lack of exercise + lack of sufficient sleep + lack to food = me
at least i wun get fat
lolx
though i am not xp
hahax
but since i am not exercising den i wun need so much food ritex
and eat le aso convert to fats =x
turning 18 in less than a week =D
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Farewell iis onlly forr that moment
Nevver forrever - me
today is the last day of my post exam break
and aso the day my prince have to report back to the academy again >.<
yupx another 5 days of being 'single' awaits me
zzz
sianx -.-
hahax
had a enjoyable break actually =D
spend time with my dear dear
glad to have him around by my side =)
thats good enough
hahax
but dun really feel like going school sia
hahax
going to get back our prelims paper
i noe i did badly
haix
but tink i still gonna be real miserable
oh well..
the BIG As is den my ultimate aim ritex
i gonna make a miracle happen in the next six weeks
i am keeping my fingers crossed xp
*pray hard*
the only happy thing that is going to happen will be my birthday bahx (also the day dear is booking out ^^) =D
lolx
18 le
hahax
slowly i am making my way to adulthood xp
actually being a child and student isnt that bad too
at least our main worries is jux our studies
but time dun care about that isnt it
it will jux pass
and we find oursleves growing older =.=
anyway hope that the coming week will be better den i expected
i jux have to carry on
being sad or happy is up to me
jux hope that i have the courage to think postively (though its a bit hard..lolx)
i will try...>.<
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| Saturday, September 23, 2006 at 11:31 PM |
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Hoold mii close
Andd nevver let goo
Its our Promiise - me
yupx
he is back
my prince is back =D
lolx
he and his bald (well, not completely =p) head
and his police academy stories
hahax
interesting life and bunk mates he have
the B-gang
lolx
B stands for....
blehx =p
its our lil secret xp
lolx
yeaterday
the visit to the academy was..
mmx
lets jux say i am not going to attend the programme again until its absolutely compulsory
lolx
yupx
cant comment much
can get charge u noe =p
went bugis today
wanted to buy a nice slipper
but cant find one i like yet
hahax
anyway
i saw one that i may buy tml at westmall
hahax
mux try first den see bahx xp
didnt get to go into bugis street to walk
cox dear not well
so pei him home to rest instead
hope he get well soon =D
tml nite he will be going in again
den it will be another 5 days of waiting
and the day he come out will be MY BIRTHDAY!!
*hint* *hint*
lolx
hope u all (my friends) are clever enough to see wat i mean
lolx
u better see it
if not
u arent that clever afterall xp
hahax
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| Friday, September 22, 2006 at 10:49 AM |
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ii am gllad that amoong the hortts of peoplle
ii founnd youu - me
YEAH!!!
finally
Its FRIDAY!!
ii am goiing to see hiim in really a few hours =D
HAppy HAppy HAppy
lolx
i am ecstatic!!
hahax
anyway
i made a fren this morning
lolx
me gaming in the wee hours
lalaallalals
lolx
he lives at the EAST!!
and i lives in the WEST!!
lolx
how cool is that?
thats the power of AI (artificial intelligence)
and the Internet xp
everybody (in the world)
is kinda linked up somehow
keke
so fun!!
i lovve to make new frenx =D
Also
i gonna do morning assembly duty from next monday to wednesday
Woo~
Traalalalalx
hahax
our juniors off for study break =p
so we seniors shall take over for the 3 days xp
yippee~
so fun!!
lolx
me long time nv pull national flag le
hahax
but i tink i should be ok
missed my council life and duties a lot sia
hahax
cant wait for monday to come!! =D
Also
HAppy 17th Birthday to LiHUi =)
good luck for ur promos ^^
And
HAppy 20th Birthday to Zi HonG =D
Enjoy ur life in Army xD
Hahahx
its a HAppy day!! ^^
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| Thursday, September 21, 2006 at 5:57 PM |
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I will be youur lovve forrever
I promiise - me
Kor 'treat' me and Hanxiang (who pon sch >.<) to a movie today
hahax
not exactly treat lahx he got complementary passes =p
hahax
anyway we watch 'Singapore Dreaming'
about the movie..
mmxx..
not a show that u will really enjoy
but its like a life lesson
unfolding in each scene
u learn instead
like jack neo's movie lidat
quite nice bahx
the show depicts a typical spore family
where ppl have typical dreamx
talks about the reaity in spore
talks about degrees is the paper that u mux have to succeed here
talks about realistic ppl and children who fights over inheritence after daddy's death
mmx all quite true ritex
And i learn not to give up on dreamx too;
in the show one of the main character told a china woman, who serves beer, that he gave up his dreamx to be a musician cox in spore a musician brings in no money thus he had to do something he dun like to earn money and the china woman told him that she wants to be a fashion designer but she got no money to make her dream come true the main character den say that they are in the same boat but the china woman disagree and said that he gave up his dreamx for money that he earn unhappily but she is working unhappily to make her dream come true in the future
after seeing this scene
i thought a lot
my dreamx is to become a doctor
its the only dreamx that i never grow out of
And i want it to come true
i dun wan to have a job that i dun like for life
life will be very miserable if it happens
mmx
i guess i need to work harder now den
i need to have determination
i need to study
zzz
*stress*
another slack day for me
hahax another 41 days to As
i got to start this weekend i tink >.<
i can do it!! =)
keke
the thought that dear dear is coming back tml brings a smile to my face =)
i miss him so much
lolx
i haven seen him in approx 216 hours!!!
convert that to seconds
and imagine me missing him for that long!
yeah!!
in a few hours time
i am going to see my love!! =D
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| Wednesday, September 20, 2006 at 9:10 PM |
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I neeed youu bacck
to filll the gap youu leftt in my heaart - me
work up at 8 plus this morning
when i slept at like 3am??
=.=
den cant fall back to sleep
zzz
dunno wads happening to my body sia
tired but not sleepy
lolx
anyway
i went out with my class babes today
8 of us =D
went ktv - ing
heex
very long nv go sing le
keke
so fun =)
supposed to be only us gals nia
but in the end got a few guys turned up
and they open another room to sing lo
music makes me lose control
lolx
love to sing and immerse into music
heex
helps me to relax and vent out any unhappiness xp (though i dun have any today =p)
feels good anyway =D
nothing much to blog about today
cox i have such an enjoyable day =D
nothing to vent about
hahax
Last but not least, its:
ONE DAY to seeing dear dear after 10days (counting from tml xp)
i am looking forward to friday!!
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| Tuesday, September 19, 2006 at 10:10 PM |
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I wiish for tiime to pass fasster
cant waiit to liie in youur arrms agaiin - me
Just came back from shopping cum dinner
lolx
Had a great time
bought 2 t shirts from flesh imp
And help Jinchang choose clothes which he going to bring overseas to wear
we went wisma, heeren and far east
lolx
tired sia
cox i wear heels
lolx
chatted a lot with him
reminisce the past
about first 3 months in JJ
keke
life back den was so much easier
hahax
pon sch
dun need care about studying
slack
have fun
and play
not like now
lolx
study study study
mug mug mug
where got life sia xp
but though i had fun then
i can say that i do regret not studying harder
its like i really cant cope now
and is struggling to
just hope that i still can do it
*pray hard*
have to stop here for now
back aching
lolx
too long never go shopping le
hahax
i still haven buy the things that i want xD
keke
I am a SHOPPING PRINCESS!! >.<
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Tiime just pass soo slowlly
Cantt waiit to see youu - me
Woo~Hoo~
hahax
Yeahs!!!
finally finally finally!!
Prelims is over!!
lolx
over and done with!!
hahax
i am so happy =D
And i dun need to go school till next mon xp
hahax
5 days break =)
but have to start mugging soon le though
lolx
it is like 43 DAYS ONLY to the BIG As
zzz
fast sia
hahax
dun care for now
i shall enjoy as much as i can =p
Just now after the paper
cant go home yet
cox need settle the cip/cca forms
waited till 1 plus lahx (from 1115am to about 115pm..2 HOURS sia)
sianx
den me sinkuan and patricia rot in canteen x.x
hahax
poor pat cox i pull her to join us wait de
friends must share joys and sorrows wat
lolx
den we 3 like siao jin nahs lidat la
play with hp games aso scream all that
den gek J1 juniors cause our prelims over le den their promos in 9 days
lolx
anyway to all my beloved juniors:
study hard k =)
clear the promos and u can play all u wan
Jiayou!! ^^
den when we finally cleared the forms
i found that we are the only J2s left in the canteen sia
(ok lahx..sinkuan say still got zhengxiang when i made this comment =.=)
but den its super cool lahx
lolx
i think i too happy le so everything aso cool or fun
keke
going out soon to have dinner with jinchang
cox he going overseas this friday
den friday i have to go Police academy find dear dear
hahax
so its a send off dinner
lolx
den tml having class gals outing
hahax
going ktv xp
looking forward to it
very long nv sing le =p
its nice to be able to relax
this is wat i call living your life to the fullest =D
hahax
i so wanna enjoy! >.<
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| Monday, September 18, 2006 at 1:56 PM |
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I miss youur smiile
Youur laughtter
And everrything elsee - me
my mood was at the rock - bottom today
moody
snappy
harsh
keep to myself
and silent
i zipped up
aint feeling like talking
and succeeded doing so for 4 hours
(reach school + duration of maths paper)
the prelims is getting into me
i am depressed
stressed
and anything that meant pressured
everybody is telling me not to give up
even my dearest civics tutor
but i dun have the courage to believe that i can do it
i really dun
haix
who can make me believe?
who can proved that all is not lost yet?
den after school got to clear the stupid cca/cip forms
grrr
not that i want to say
but
the time that they give us to write the form and hand it is like not right lo
i mean
we were given the form be4 the 1 week break ie 2 weeks be4 prelims
who in the right mind will care about that first?
everybody of cox chiong prelims de mahx
duh
den the teachers have to give us den and make the deadline to hand in to be in the middle of prelims
-.-
what a wonderful planning
den when we last min have to let teachers verifiy all that
teachers was bombarded by horts of students
den everything become disorganised due to the last min rush
zzz
den we students in the end are still the victims
cox its always our fault
zzz
-.-
make me more pissed off cox i was sort of scolded
anyway
to some ppl
please get ur facts right be4 saying me or use sarcastic remarks
u only make urself look bad in the end
And in the end, after spending 2 hours more after the maths paper to clear the forms
i cant
Can only clear them by tml -.-
Disclaimer: i absolutely love my school but i jux dun like some of the things that are happening to me thus i am venting them here.
yupx
now i only left chemistry paper 1 n 2 for tml and i am so done with prelims
haix
finally
after a week of struggle
i am finally able to breathe easy
after prelims there will be so many programmes line up for me by myself
lolx
not really by me lahx
there will be outings ie class
dinners with frenx catch up with them
maybe an outing with my cousin before his term starts again
and my prince is finally coming back from police academy
yeah!!
at least all this thoughts manage to bring some light into my dark murky life (ermx..actually i dun tink i ever have a life..but oh well..)
finally its:
ONE day to end of PRELIMS >.<
FOUR days to seeing DEAR DEAR ^^
ELEVEN days to my 18TH BIRTHDAY =D
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| Sunday, September 17, 2006 at 11:56 PM |
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Sorry tto maake you worriied
feeliing soo loost nnow - me
lost 4 = me
though i enjoyed myself today
but the weight of prelims is always at the back of my mind
i can even make myself forget about it
though i am prepared to fail the paper
wth
is like even though i am prepared to fail
i still dun feel like failing
but experience tells me
even if i had tried
to study
the result is the same
i have burnt out le
i am tired
tired of exams
tired of trying so hard but still fail
tired of failing
its had become a phobia
exams phobia
failing phobia
dun feel like taking back my prelims results
maybe i can treat it as if i have never taken the papers before
den maybe i would not be demoralised more by my results
maybe i will be motivated to study den
i am running away
i want to run away
but where can i go?
i need help
who can help me?
i dun even have the energy to help myself anymore
but like i have said
if i dun help myself
nobody can help me de
jux wish that everything is jux a dreamx
how i wish i can start all over again
but
its jux a wish that can never come true
ever
i hate to feel miserable
but i cant help it
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Wiish that somethiings woould just stay as iit is
I siimply hate chaanges to my liife - me
i dreamt dreadful things last night
hospitals
accident patients
blood
gangsters
little kids were involved
death
and more blood
weird
are all these my subconscious thoughts?
cox they say that dreamx are made up what u are thinking
mmx
but if so
why arent i dreaming of things that i think consciously?
oh well
its just a dreamx
and it just makes me more tired than ever
*yawnx*
anyway
i am going out later
grandma house with mummy
den bugis with my cousin and frenx
Yeah!!
When i should be studying
lolx
i am such a naughty girl xp
hahax
'if you were princess, then i am god' - patrick (last night msn chat)
lolx
And so i told patrick that he can go ahead and be god
i will acknowledge that
and now he cant say i am not a princess
lolx
i tink he expect me to say that he can nv be god
or some rebuttal at least
lolx
btw
HAppy 19th Birthday to Jinyi!! =D
mine is in 12 days time
to all my frenx
time to shop for my prezzie
lolx
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| Saturday, September 16, 2006 at 7:28 PM |
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In the biitter cold
i wiish for your warrm embrace - me
i went out jux now
alone
went library and finish reading a novel
jux to get out of the house
lolx
i am jux too bored
its another rainy day
gloomy
makes one feels kind of down
walk in the rain home again
but didnt take a slow one this time
cox i feel kinda cold
after being in the library
was supposed to have a basketball game with my frenx tonitex
but in the end
due to my kor not going
and i dunno where the court they are is (kor suppose to bring me there)
i didnt go
haix
sianx
thought that i could finally play a game or two
-.-
haix
what a saturday
spent my day slacking
playing
doing everything
but studying -.-
mood isnt really good today
the rain make me feel down
even playing online game make me feel sucky
cox maybe i too long nv play le bahx
or i am jux a noobie
either way
its suck to feel like u arent good in anything
studying..
no comments on this
i admit i aint even good at it anymore
and when i thought that finally i could play basketball to vent my emotions
things had to happen
The day jux didnt go the right way
or let jux say
it didnt go my way
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Youur iimage fillls my miind
at everry siingle second - me
i am bored
zzz
dun feel like studying on a Saturday
weekends are supposed to be for relaxing
thats why the government implement the 5 day work week isnt it?
zzz
hate exams
hate it cox i am not really prepared
hahax
ironic
den i should be studying now ritex
how can u study when u feel only like slacking and shopping?
lolx
now that i think of it
i think i like more den 6 months never go town le
zzz
i wanna shop till i drop sia
but got another problem
no money
lolx
but at this point of time i dun care
even if its window shopping i also wan go
lolx
i am so desperate
i wanna get out of the house!
hahax
but now everybody is mugging
sianx
'i cant mug anymore, cause i broke it' - my bro
can u see the link?
this is exactly how i feel
lolx
And this is also why words are fun to play with =p
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| Friday, September 15, 2006 at 1:20 PM |
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iits raiining
Cox evven the skky is weepiing forr me - me
TGIF!!
i love fridays!
lolx..
today the physics paper is...
hahax
shant comment today
cox at the end its the results that matters isnt it?
wads before the release of results is jux craps xp
anyway
today at the last 15 min of the paper
the whole school black out!!
zzz
lucky for us is last 15 min
the arts class paper was at the last 45 min
zzz
wonder how they finish the paper sia
anyway
i was waiting for ppl to oohhh
coz we in hall mahx
den last time if this kind of things happen
ppl will grumble aloud de
but not today sia
not even a moan
lolx
J2s are getting real serious sia
hahax
thats good bahx =)
and then it rained
hahax
god is crying for me
but i dunno why
lolx
i went to pay some bills at westmall without getting wet =p
by changing bus 3 times from sch
lolx
but in the end when i pay finish and slack in library
the rain still very big -.-
den walk home lo
yupx
in the big rain
it feels kinda good to walk in the rain
its like it will wash off all the unhappiness in you
(though the rainwater is not clean xp)
and well i took a slow walk home
hahax
and got drenched
so fun!!
hahax
cox very long never walk in rain le =D
dear called when i was in westmall
he got break
heex
7 days to go
yeah!! x)
tats all for now =)
i simply love fridays!!
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| Thursday, September 14, 2006 at 12:32 PM |
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Nothiing caan fillled up a gap iin the hearrt
Notthing exccept LOVE - me
Felt a weird sense of satisfaction after chemistry paper 3
weird cause i wasnt really prepared
lolx
and i didnt finish the paper
Maybe deep in my heart i had accept that
thats the best i can give for this paper
lolx
or maybe i had subconciously given up le xp
either way
i am happy today
hahax
its nice to be happy
felt a sense of hope too for my subjects
theres still phy paper 3 tml
chem paper 1 n 2
and maths paper 2 next week
time really flies
its already thursday
prelims is going to be over soon
mixture of happiness and sadness
happy tat its over
sad that results wun be pretty
zzz
hahax
anyway no matter how i feel
time wun wait or stop for me de
btw
HAPPY 18th Birthday to Yilong! =D
hahax
and aso its 15 days to mine =p
lolx
September babies rox!!
me ish a bias girl =p
8 days to dear's orientation
i miss him terribly xp heex..
thats all for me for now
i am a happy girl! =D
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| Wednesday, September 13, 2006 at 10:45 PM |
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Youur hugx iis whatt i reallly wiish forr noww
Cannt waiit to see youu - me
dear dear just called xp
Seems like even in PA u got to cut off all ur hair too =x
Wonder how he look like now
lolx =p
PA seems relaxed too..cox he hasnt start any training yet x.x
think tml den will have bahx =)
Anyway
i was watching the korean show at 10pm 'wo jiao jin sanshun'
damn nice =D (oopx..i am supposed to be studying for chemistry)
yupx
and theres a nice conversation that kinda goes like this:
'i wish to turn you into Thumbellina so that i can put you in my pocket and take you to everywhere that i am going.' - Zhenxian
'i wish to change you into my scarf so that i can wrap you around my neck and you can never leave my side.' - Sanshun
oohh...isnt this jux so sweet...
suddenly i jux want him to be around
jux one hug
i will be contented..
but i will wait =)
9 more days
'Love is a foolish thing.' - Sanshun
i am so foolishly in love with you
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No maatter hoow low youu feell
nobbody cann hellp youu
Nott whenn youu arentt eveen hellping yourrself - me
One word
Dejected
Demoralised
(oopx..thats two xp)
yupx
tats wat i felt after the maths paper
zzz
oh well..
its not a difficult paper
do-able
but i jux cant do it
zzz
conclusion:
i am not stupid
i jux dunno how to do maths x.x
zzz
anyway
something happen today that incurred my wrath..
it was morning assembly
J2s was suddenly shifted to the back and J1s front
den being the first time we was quite disorganised
the principal den took the mike and started asking why are we not in straight lines
den he said something real shocking: 'that fat man over there....!'
!!! Apparently he was refering to a big size boy (he is not fat..jux plump..really) in the class beside mine who wasnt in line!!!
i mean even if u dunno his name u dun need to use such a insulting phrase rite?!!!
and he said it in front of the whole school!!!!
OMG!!!
wad happened to my kind and nice principal??!!
in the end patricia and i concluded that he is going through menopause
zzz
but that doesnt mean i will forgive him for that..blehx
i am falling sick
oh well
wats new?
hahax...lack of water n sleep is taking its toll
me ish suffering from:
coughing aka sore throat
sneezing aka runny nose
and the right side of my lip cracked *pain* >.<
causing difficulty in yawning, eating, laughing and enything else that requres opening the mouth x.x
equation: prelims + sickness = fail (hahax..my maths aint that bad afterall =x)
got a msg from my dear dear this morning
his hp batt that is supposed to last him for ten days low batt le
zzz
den cant msg him too much le
can only wait for his calls at night
i wanna nite to come faster
and maybe skip tml morning?
cause i got chemistry paper 3 =x
Counting down:
9 days to dear dear's orientation (the day he will be out after the ten days of 'probation')
16 days to my EIGHTEEN birthday =D
(at least i have something nice and happy to look forward to =))
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iin Life ttheres alwaays regretts
Jux leaarn to gett overr thhem
And staand uup agaiin - me
at this point of time
i really regret not focusing more on my studies in year 1
now
at prelims
i am really feeling the immerse stress and weight
the failures are depressing
i am kinda afraid of exams le
trying hard to study for maths for the whole of today
but in vain
theres is jux too little time now
i am so not prepared
its naive
but i still hope tml wun come
zzz
but time wun stop for me
or anyone else
time lost is gone
for forever.
for those who cared
thanx a lot =)
u all are part of my emotional supports
i will not give up
theres a lot of setbacks
i jux hope that i can stand up in time
before my A levels
if not that will be my biggest regret.
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| Tuesday, September 12, 2006 at 8:59 PM |
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Farewelll is alwaays verry harrd
He wentt forr nationall serviice todaay
Poliice Acaddemy
My Priince is a Poliiceman
Siince he cant be arounnd
thiis blog shalll be my Ventiing ground - me
*evill griinx*
Have been crying lotx recently
miss him a lotx a lotx
haix
Prelimx now
Gp and Physics paper 1 n 2 down
Physics sux
zzz
I blank out for paper 2
haix
tml is Maths paper 1
Hope i can do it
How can you stop urself from crying
when memories bring you back to the past
wherever u go
wadever u do?
this is why i am crying
me and him
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