i am dreading working a lot a lot a lot
it just takes up a lot my energy
a lot of me
and nothing is just going the right way now...
i aint sure if its just the PMS acting up or the change of diet had caused the emotion roller coaster
i know i shouldnt be so affected
i know i should be able to control and choose to be happy or sad
i know nobody can make me sad if i dont allow them to
but a lot of times its easier to say than do isnt it?
how to not be affected if the feeling eats onto you at every point??
how to not feel sad when anger, disappointment seeps into you at every moment??
i am trying to suppress
but its getting harder and harder
i got so angry
then so sad
then i cried
then i got to get back there to my seat and act as though nothing had happened at all
when in actual fact i feel like crap and i just wan to cry to sleep :(

And i fucking hate the need to be packed like sardine whenever i take the train
i am just NEVER gonna to be used to the squeeze
and whats the rush lar AUNTIES/ UNCLES!!!
AND MOVE IN LEHX PLEASE!!!! Zzzzz
THE MIDDLE LEAVE SO MUCH SPACE WHILE THE EXIT IS PACKED FOR FUCK!!!
AND AND AND LET ALIGHTING PASSENGERS ALIGHT FIRST CAN CAN CAN??????
IF WE DONT ALIGHT FIRST HOW YOU GO IN??? USE YOUR BRAIN BRAIN BRAIN!!!
*ROLL EYES*
now we know why the increase in ERP & tax and price of cars are not deterring people of having their own transport
seriously, i rather sit in my car and be stuck in a jam then be packed like a sardine under the armpit of another man (and oh, the sentence actually rhymes =.=)

thinking of good or happy things to blog about...
erm
my ulcer is finally recovering?? :)
hahahas
after a couple of salt treatment (until it bleed :)) i am such a sadist)
and one accidental relentless bite :x
and plently of water (i think :p)
AND
my complexion is slowly recovering
hahahas
waiting for the last few pimples to clear up :)))

and and and!!!
charles is away on wedding and honeymoon leave
but we got a glimpse of his wedding photos :D
hehex

i love this!!! :D

make me wanna get married soon too!!!
hahahahas
where is my groom?????
lalalalalals~~~~

joke to share (see if you can catch it :p)

A new teacher was getting to know the kids by asking them their name and what their father did for a living.
The first little girl said: 'My name is Mary and my Daddy is a postman.'
The next child, a little boy said: 'I'm Andy and my Dad is a mechanic.'
And so it went until one little boy said: 'My name is Johnny and my father is a striptease artist in a gay club.'
The teacher gasped and quickly changed the subject.
Later, in the school yard, the teacher approached Little Johnny privately and asked if it was really true that his dad danced nude in a gay bar.
Little Johnny blushed and said, 'No, he's really a Director at Lehman Brothers, but I'm just too embarrassed to tell anyone.

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