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Monday, November 10, 2008 at 11:10 PM
11.10.08, 11.10am

barely just 12 hours
it felt as though 12 years had gone by
everything felt so unreal
the phonecall that came too late and too unexpected
the rush down via cab
not even a last look am i granted
good bye grandpa
i cried the whole way and whole day
but it wouldnt make you come back
it wouldnt make you stronger
death still took you away
good bye grandpa
the memory of you will always be strong
your laughter your smile
your voice when you call my name
your treats of many sweets
each and everything at the house reminds me of you
good bye grandpa
there so much things that i want to tell you
so many things that you haven seen me do
so many things that i want you to be proud of me
i am not prepared to say good bye yet
but still good bye grandpa
maybe this would be better
an ending to all your sufferings & pain
at least you went in peace
no doubt i wish this wouldnt happen and time will go back
good bye grandpa
go in peace
i miss you
i really do

cremation on friday
the next few days gonna be hectic
rushing between work and bukit panjang
and i am uber angry with the agent
its bad enough that i do not have any compassionate leaves
theres no need to go all inhuman towards me
yes
no doubt i left office in a rush without informing the agency
but i told my manager who say will inform you right???
if a death is not enough a reason to explain the situation
then i got nothing more to say...

my vision keep blurring..
tears just wouldnt stop flowing...
i dont want to say goodbye
but i have to..
xoxo, Amber ♥
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