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Tuesday, November 04, 2008 at 10:12 PM
all eyes on my chio watch please!! LOLs

okaes
today WAS actually a pretty good day
considering that i had cleared my backlogs till last friday's
and even though i felt faint and nauseous and headaches in the morning
i was pretty happy with my achievements
i left work at 6+
INTENDED to go see the doctor cause i think my right ear is causing all the problems that i am having
INTENDED to go ntuc to get some groceries
INTENDED to enjoy the rest of the evening
BUT
a sms just had to shatter all this la
zzz

WHATS THEIR PROBLEM MAN!!!
for your information, for goodness sake, for heaven sake, for god sake, for pete sake, for fuck sake,
it only a HALTER that i am wearing
NOT A BAREBACK
difference is very big ok!!!
peeef!!
i am speechless with all this nonsense man...
i dont know why i keep getting arrowed or complained..is it the culture?
sorry i cant accept..

AND
another ally left the office today
*sigh*
i felt so angry and bad for him lo!!!
imagine knowing that you wouldnt be re-contracted and the your last day is today on the day itself
zzz
like wtf lar
at least have the courtesy to tell people in advance mah!!
its like throwing him to die lar (ok..exaggarated)
BUT
what if he really needed the job??
now market so bad lehx
zzzz
wads wrong with these people you tell me???

anyways
i went over to grandparents' just now
doc says gramps may not survive the year :(
its anytime now
*sigh*
i dont even know if he recognises me anymore
all he did was nodding his head when we talk to him
theres many bruise like marks all over his body
mum say its because the cancer had spread and the toxic is surfacing onto his skin
i feel like crying seeing him in this state
i felt helpless and i know that i can do nothing but to go over more often
i am scared

little bro got his army letter le
12 dec 2008 is the day of enlistment
he is posted to bukit panjang camp
i gonna have 2 botaks at home already
home gonna be more quiet
i dont like :(

i aint feeling too good now
the headaches and nauseous-ness are back :(
as though i am seasick like that
shall sleep early
tml gonna be a long long day...
xoxo, Amber ♥
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