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Wednesday, October 29, 2008 at 8:14 PM
narcisstic :p (sometime way back)

i am much better already :D
well work is as horrible as ever but thats what it will always remain
but at least my heart feels better
i think forgiveness is still the best
and forget also
its time to let all the resentment and hurt go
let it become part of a memory
stored and sealed away
time to smile into another day instead or scowling or sulking :)


 breakfast + teatime! :D
hahas
looks like a picnic isnt it?
i am eating ok!
so stop saying i am anorexic!
LOLs



i so look forward for something happy to blog today
but as much as i want to
nothing really good happen
except that i had a good lunch with wanzhen @ chopsticks
bad thing happen though
my bchat got disabled :(
no more chatting even internally with the rest of the colleagues :(
seems that they feel that the typo error i made is dued to me chatting with others
i am not denying that it may be the case
but i still feel that its unfair
i mean its something that can happen to ANYBODY you know
just that i bloody hell was told/arrowed to print the letters
and if today its not me and its you
would you have disable your own bchat?
freaking hell
damn angry
and one minute i got the email saying that my bchat will be disabled
the next minute i got disconnected
talk about fast
seething with anger
lucky its near the end of the day
decided that i will knock off at 6pm today
hell with the overflowing things i had in my drawers
they can wait (not as though they hadnt already waited for very long)
why can i just get appreciated for once?
granted i make a major mistake
granted the CEO is hopping mad about it
granted that you and higher up need to speak up for me and explain
BUT
hadnt i put in a lot of effort already?
and sadly
i just felt that no wrongs are that easily forgiven in the corporate world
haix



a colleague came and ask me to go through with her my work procedures today
after explaining much to her and clearing some of her doubts
she asked me "so, how many of you are there in the team doing all this?"
and i said "ehx..me..only me"
and she is like o.O "huh?? only you? everything?"
well, i could only nod and laugh it off
man
seriously i need another helping hand
but before that i got to come out with statistics to justify first
which is another horror
because i dont even know where to start and how to quantify the amount of things i am doing =.=
even a stranger can see that i am tied to my neck
but seeing to them are not always believing :(
its all about the statistics!
but i dont even have time to work already how to work out the statistics!!!
*screams*
*throw hands up in exasperation*



went to see doc for my rashes finally
now i know those on my legs are actually pigmentations that dont need medicine
and will go off by themselves
BUT need a very long time =.=
boo!
didnt know how to tell the doc about my giddy spells
so i shall wait till next time!
hahas
took me an hour to see the doc already
tired and hungry you know :p



hadnt been jogging for near 2 weeks already >.<
thy is lazy!
feel fat already :x
hahahas
relax! i say feel...lols...
desire to swim is still very strong!!
who wants to invite me to their condo pool??
lols
sk!! lets go swimming like very soon!!! :D
should master my discipline and start running again
half marathon in less than 2 months
at the rate i am going, by the marathon i sure die >.<



before i end off for the day
introduce you to some of my sleeping buddies
left: dark brown piggy, a birthday present from the guys like 2 years ago at least? LOLs..uber huggable though :)
right: doraemon, from little brother :) basically it just lies around with the rest of the little unhuggables :p
ok
i admit
i was just trying to make an excuse to camwhore :p
this habit dies hard :p


do i look like a uber nerd in specs?

well
i think thats enough rantings for today le :)
i am not going to sleep yet
but i will soon :)
got to have enough rest to fight another war call tomorrow
lols

p.s. PE t-shirts are the best PJs ever..lols..i am rono today, owens tml, bikila next and bannister after..hahas..
xoxo, Amber ♥
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