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Monday, October 27, 2008 at 8:39 AM
fifth post in barely an hour
it really shows how bad i really feel now

its a public holiday today
but thy have to go back to work to finish too many unfinished stuffs
as much as i abhor work
its the only thing that i can put all my energy on and numb my senses
i just need to keeping working
burying myself in the tons of paper
exhaustion will make me sleep better
even though nightmares dont
everything will be as per normal
life will still go on
i had given out too many pieces of my heart
and i got to learn to guard those i had left
nobody dies as himself
they had pieces of who they were with the people they met
i am not who you expect
you got to take me as who i am
but if you could
then we can be really great friends

i hate regrets
but there will always be some

i feel like going away for a long long time
do something that i always want to do but never did
but i am not the impulsive kind of person
*sigh*
i guess
i just got to take things one at a time

4min to 9am
i woke up automatically at 730am
my alarm was set at 8am
the first thing that i thought of is that i wanna blogged so here i am
but after leaving the computer what should i do?
how i wish i can sit right here and just keep typing
me in my own world
in a place where you can see a glimpse of who i really am
a place where i am comfortable with being myself
a place where my thoughts flow
1 more min to 9am
a few more hours to kill before i got to get myself to raffles place
*sigh*

time is slipping by
but whats next?
xoxo, Amber ♥
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