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Tuesday, November 11, 2008 at 11:39 PM
Wake Day II

just got home not long
been a tiring day at work
keep tearing ever since i woke up
high school musical 3: "Can i have this dance" is still stuck in my head
the song make me sad
i dont know why
napped for half an hour during lunch
stupid printer go all haywire on me
2010 pages become like nearly 3000 pages being printed instead
mixed up everything and i got to re-print again tml
bloody waste of time and paper
zzz

knocked off at 6 sharp
rushed home and lucky daddy was still around
daddy send me and bro to the wake
help out with everything
it still felt very unreal
i felt like a third person
as though this is not happening to me

the atmosphere was much better today
but even though theres a smile on the face
theres much sorrow in the everyone's eyes
it make me dumbfounded
i really dont know what to say to make things better
*sigh*

i am worried for grandma
she really cried very badly yesterday
and made all of us cried too
even though she isnt showing much now
but i know its gnawing her in the heart
just like its doing to everyone of us

cousins had been great
i am glad theres 14 of us and with 11 of them being guys
there should be enough shoulders to go around
enough hands to wipe tears for each other
the point is i am glad i got my cousins and brothers to get over this difficult period
am i making sense?
i dunno
i tink i am still in a confused state

i am seriously dreading friday
i can sense that things would be a lot worse
cause its the day when the truth will sink in real hard

time to go sleep le
still got to wake up to work tml
*sigh*
why dont i have compassionate leaves???

its the hardest to say goodbye when it choses you and not vis versa - Amber
xoxo, Amber ♥
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