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Friday, March 02, 2007 at 11:02 PM
in the dark dark sky, i see a glimmer of hope - me

my results arent good
passed all
but not good
so wad if my gp is the best subject
its nothing for uni entry
i cried before i got my results
too stressed up and nervous T.T
i tink i am the only idiot who got her result slip but refuse to look at it
and sobx away without knowing how good or bad she did
cried a lot a lot
but the more i cry
the more i got to face the truth
xiang and me chatted a lot
abt our future
wad we have to do
and slowly
sad as i am
in the bleak bleak world of mine
suddenly i see a ray of sunshine
i am finding back wad i lost
i found a lil hope
and i gonna hold on to it
suddenly i wanted to do a lot of things
i want to change myself
perm my hair
go get a few more earholes
dye hair or
cut it short
buy more clothes
design my own clothes
suddenly i wanted to do business studies in uni
den i tot of being a designer
its weird
its a if i am waking up
ha
as if i was in a deep slumber for 18 years
i dunno how long my passion will last
but now
i jux gonna do wadever i can to go uni
so wad if i cant get into nus or ntu
i still got sim and smu
somewhere
somehow
someone
will see something in me
and allow me into their school
for now
i believe :)

thanx all who had encourage me on
who had given me courage
who had never given up on me :)

lastly
i hate hypocrites. rawr*

*imissyou*
xoxo, Amber ♥
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