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Qing Ming Religious Observance Day
Thursday, April 01, 2010 at 11:00 PM
Went to Lim Chu Kang Crematorium to visit Grandpa today
been a while since i had been there
we went late this time; like 8+pm
the adults said that it would be less crowded
Grandma didnt came with us
i dont know if she was too weak or cant (due to religious reasons)
i didnt ask but i guessed its never easy to live with this truth
and i hope she would be stronger with the loves from the rest of us.

We did the routine prayers etc
wiped and cleaned the marble plate that held the photo and details
replaced last year's flowers with fresh ones
even with so many people around me
there was still a hollow feeling inside

i still cry whenever i thought about Grandpa
i still wished that time could go back
i still hoped that i had been a better granddaughter
i still had the regrets.

Death is just never easy for those who are still alive.
xoxo, Amber ♥
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