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Silence
Thursday, March 25, 2010 at 12:43 PM
On my way to work now
Took AM leave to sleep off the remnants of the fever
Now the fever had subsided
but my throat feel patchy and my nose is blocked
Its the first time I fell sick after being drenched in the rain
Either I am getting weaker or the weather is the cause.
Am so tempted to take mc
but the thought of the big pile of work waiting for me :(
I just couldn't waste the time and I don't feel majorly sick now

Anyways, I feel that I had become quieter these days
Especially at work, and also on blogging
I used to have so much things to talk/rant about
But nowadays I kept everything to myself
Maybe I am too tired of all these bullshit
There are always endless complain about work
Or probably I am just getting used to things
The politics, the work, the unfairness, the bulllying
Its just another part and parcel of life
No matter how much I whine and howl,
Things would not get better just like that.

It took my 1 year and 8 months to get sick of Barclays
But less than 1 year at NUS, I am questioning myself
These work were never what I wanted
but I can't walk away yet
Not when I do not have a plan
And the hope that next year may be better for me
I just don't know which path to take
Should I take the chance or follow my fate (heart)?

There is only one thing I am sure right now -
My morale and patience is running low
And that...is not good news.

*Via my Blackberry*
xoxo, Amber ♥
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