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Saturday, April 26, 2008 at 12:23 AM
Replies to you:

sinkuan: no lo!!! i want to lose weight for a good reason de..anyway at the state tat i am working, i think i am losing about that amount of weight =.=

hweeyen: the thing is they dont treat me as student le :( not temp le..is perm but they not hiring at the moment yet..maybe will bahx :x but by then maybe i quit le..wahhax..
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this is the time when i feel like bashing myself up for procrastinating too much and got to burn all the whatever oil that i have left to study =.=
and exam is like 9 hours away >.<
raaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why did i even choose to pay to study and make myself so stressed up?
i wonder...
but studying is the only sane thing left :x
work is insane..

cramping all 10 lessons into one night is really too much
and i am not so proud to say that whenever i finished one module,
i promise myself i wouldnt go through the same suffering of cramping books again
but i did once again :(
i am such a bad girl...

i feel so like sleeping and the bed is such a welcome sight
but i cant!!!
i dont want to get any less than an A :x
haix
EXPECTATIONS!!!

so here i am
doing an update before going back to the books :)
seriously i rather blog all day..
lolx

today is a usual day of work and fluster
no TGIF
for everyday is the same other than sat and sun
but tml got exam so sat for this week is no better :x
i am such a no lifer ._.

at 6pm though, we dropped all the things on hand,
stuff all our personal, office and desk items and documents into boxes
and shift everything to our new desks
starting next monday we wouldnt have our own room anymore
will be outside with the rest of the ops ppl :x
it will be damn quiet out there except for my scanner :x
so sianx lo
cant talk loudly
laugh loudly
and joke like before...
haix
they have to even deprive the little fun we had :(
life gonna sucks big time...

what i am afraid though
is that ppl will complain about the noise of my scanner
and i will be forced to go and sit alone in the new processing room :(
that will be damn sad can...
keeping my fingers crossed on this...
but its a big possibility >.<
the legal people are sitting just beside me and i dont think they are noise tolerant peeps...

its weird
i should be feeling darn anxious now
but i felt surprisingly calm
and what i can think of is what to do after exams tml ._.
lolx
its been damn long since i went shopping
but i cant tml for thy is broke >.<
payday is on monday though :)
but got to settle my school fees :(
everything is such a contradiction nowadays
how i wish life is simpler...

my eyes are heavy and my back is aching
but i am not succumbing to the zzz monster yet
i still got a few more chapters to go :(

i pray that when i wake up in the morning, my mind will have all the answers for any questions in the exam..amen...
xoxo, Amber ♥
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