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depression
Monday, September 18, 2006 at 1:56 PM
I miss youur smiile
Youur laughtter
And everrything elsee - me

my mood was at the rock - bottom today
moody
snappy
harsh
keep to myself
and silent
i zipped up
aint feeling like talking
and succeeded doing so for 4 hours
(reach school + duration of maths paper)
the prelims is getting into me
i am depressed
stressed
and anything that meant pressured
everybody is telling me not to give up
even my dearest civics tutor
but i dun have the courage to believe that i can do it
i really dun
haix
who can make me believe?
who can proved that all is not lost yet?

den after school got to clear the stupid cca/cip forms
grrr
not that i want to say
but
the time that they give us to write the form and hand it is like not right lo
i mean
we were given the form be4 the 1 week break ie 2 weeks be4 prelims
who in the right mind will care about that first?
everybody of cox chiong prelims de mahx
duh
den the teachers have to give us den and make the deadline to hand in to be in the middle of prelims
-.-
what a wonderful planning
den when we last min have to let teachers verifiy all that
teachers was bombarded by horts of students
den everything become disorganised due to the last min rush
zzz
den we students in the end are still the victims
cox its always our fault
zzz
-.-
make me more pissed off cox i was sort of scolded
anyway
to some ppl
please get ur facts right be4 saying me or use sarcastic remarks
u only make urself look bad in the end
And in the end, after spending 2 hours more after the maths paper to clear the forms
i cant
Can only clear them by tml -.-

Disclaimer: i absolutely love my school but i jux dun like some of the things that are happening to me thus i am venting them here.

yupx
now i only left chemistry paper 1 n 2 for tml and i am so done with prelims
haix
finally
after a week of struggle
i am finally able to breathe easy
after prelims there will be so many programmes line up for me by myself
lolx
not really by me lahx
there will be outings ie class
dinners with frenx catch up with them
maybe an outing with my cousin before his term starts again
and my prince is finally coming back from police academy
yeah!!
at least all this thoughts manage to bring some light into my dark murky life (ermx..actually i dun tink i ever have a life..but oh well..)

finally its:
ONE day to end of PRELIMS >.<
FOUR days to seeing DEAR DEAR ^^
ELEVEN days to my 18TH BIRTHDAY =D

*imissyou*
xoxo, Amber ♥
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