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tired
Sunday, September 17, 2006 at 11:56 PM
Sorry tto maake you worriied
feeliing soo loost nnow - me

lost 4 = me
though i enjoyed myself today
but the weight of prelims is always at the back of my mind
i can even make myself forget about it
though i am prepared to fail the paper
wth
is like even though i am prepared to fail
i still dun feel like failing
but experience tells me
even if i had tried
to study
the result is the same

i have burnt out le
i am tired
tired of exams
tired of trying so hard but still fail
tired of failing
its had become a phobia
exams phobia
failing phobia

dun feel like taking back my prelims results
maybe i can treat it as if i have never taken the papers before
den maybe i would not be demoralised more by my results
maybe i will be motivated to study den

i am running away
i want to run away
but where can i go?

i need help
who can help me?
i dun even have the energy to help myself anymore
but like i have said
if i dun help myself
nobody can help me de

jux wish that everything is jux a dreamx
how i wish i can start all over again
but
its jux a wish that can never come true
ever

i hate to feel miserable
but i cant help it

*imissyou*
xoxo, Amber ♥
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