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Undecided
Tuesday, February 02, 2010 at 2:32 PM

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part time or full time?
but no matter what i still need an income :/
and lucrative jobs are hard to come by
much less for part time
the bills are getting me, so are my online shoppings
not that i am splurging a lot
but seeing and loving and not buying (i cant!) in the end
its heartbreaking, hurting & torturing :(
the temptations and the dilemmas
i got to talk myself out each and everytime
its a mental torture
i hate
and its not that i cant afford
i can for now but for the future
the impending tuition fees or bank loans that are supposed to come
i got to scrimp and save as much as i can, no?
theres no joy in working anymore
every month its all about overspending, the expenses
and dragging my feets to work
everything is endless
its like a vicious cycle
and now i am back again
back to the square one.

FUCK.
xoxo, Amber ♥
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