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too nice?
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 at 3:55 PM
i dont want to, but i got to understand
thats part of my role; substitute
am i too considerate? am i too nice?
or too full of initiatives?
sometimes i wish that i was away
somewhere out there
really busy doing my own things
but i never was
then again, its an order, a command
i try to forgive and forget
but will the others give me the same grace?
i couldnt turn a blind eye, i couldnt just not remember
i try not to let it matter so much
but tell my heart to stop feeling this way please
my mind is logical but my heart is irrational :(
just not assertive enough
but then again, assertiveness wouldnt seem to be bringing me anywhere too
or maybe its just all about managing expectations
why dont you all just tell me straight that this is what i got to do
maybe it wouldnt feel that bad anymore.
xoxo, Amber ♥
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