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thoughts
Monday, July 06, 2009 at 2:02 PM

sometimes the things that you want to forget most
are the things that you remember most
painful pasts especially
things that are too shameful
too disappointing
too sad
does it happen to you too?
things that you regret doing
the memory of the moment just seem to be locked
unforgettable
weird
sometimes the shadows of the past haunts me
sometimes i scrutinise at the crowds
hoping that my nightmare wouldnt come true
sometimes i thought i saw
but i told myself its my illusion
i wonder what would i do if i really see what i dont want to
its scary, those heart pounding, paralysing kind of fear
i hide, i tried to run away
but how to ran away from oneself?
from the monster living in you?
sometimes i am curious
then again i dont want to know
cause i dont hope for the best for you and it shouldnt matter at all
theres too much hatred in this one
too much pain maybe
i hope for the rest of my life, you wouldnt appear again

whatever said above was something of the past
present is always great :)
like what i said before "why care about the past when what you have is the present?" ^^
its just one of those afternoons when u got nothing much on your plate
and too much space in your head
mozzies all over the place and now one is dead
xoxo, Amber ♥
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