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Thursday, January 22, 2009 at 8:09 PM

4th book

a personal diary
4th one already
not a very regular habit that i have
a personal diary only surfaced when i am very sad
for my eyes only
i think i lost my 3rd one :(
and the first one isnt with me anymore
2nd one have tear stains
lols
its always nice to read back what i felt last time :)
so if you think by reading my blog, you know me well enough..
think again...

haden been home for so early for 2 weeks already
the past 2 weeks had been duper hectic
sometimes i felt bad that i go home so late
i dont even see much of my parents :(
i see dad at night when he waited up for me to reach home
i see mum in the morning before she left for work
the only time i caught them both is tonight :x
and parents had been very concern about my schedule & health
dad had been making tonic soup, mum prepare the chicken essence for me
i had been packing lunches from home to save costs
dad had to cook them/packed for me early in the morning
and mum always add in either a sunny side up or extra food :)
i feel very loved :D
どうもありがとうございます!!
i love you daddy & mummy!! :)

very restless at work today
i dont know is it the lack of sleep
or the lack of mood to work
hahahahas
a bit festive spirit due to the deco in office :)

this is call consider the environment?

haven shop for CNY :x

hahahas

but i doubt i gonna do much shopping ba

cause mum's side cannot celebrate

like no point

anyways

the only thing i am looking forward to is not CNY
but my HK trip that is coming at the end of CNY :)))

very excited~~

lalalalas~

lols

everytime i browse online for clothes,

i will tell myself that i should save the money to splurge in HK & shenzhen instead :)

so no online shopping for me for now :D

haven start my 大扫除 yet :p

i am a lazy girl

hahahahas

or rather i procrastinates :p

aiya

at most dump everything into the wardrobe and close the door?
LOLs
just kidding!!

i have decided :)
rather than i couldnt wake up from this nightmare

i think i will choose to think that i had just woken up from a very sweet dream

more optimistic? or just another denial? hahas

i have again left the crossroads

and am now back on the single parallel lane

i dont know for how long would i travel on this path again

i dont know who i will see at the next crossroads

a stranger or an old friend

i am afraid, yet i couldnt wait

lols

but no matter what

どうもありがとうございます for everything :)

even though さみしかったです!! :x

for now, my book will be sufficient enough to keep me company :)

いいです, 大丈夫です, もう一度, いいです, 大丈夫です, もう一度...*keep repeating under my breath*

the chant that pulled me through the day :)

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