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Friday, December 19, 2008 at 8:50 PM
spending yet another friday at home
lols
i totally forgot that i should go down Kaplan for Orientation talk today
hahahahas
until Dawn called but i am home already :x
dont know whats with me these few days
been very absent-minded :x

home alone now
lil bro still stuck in camp for another week
the other bro went Zouk when he is broke =.=

(i wonder why some friends like to treat their friends like atm machine
$10, $20 still alright la
but near $1000?
wtf?
you need to pay bills then others no need ar?
good friend also got limit de what
and you borrowed so you need to return right?
a bit also ok la
but you never even start returning?!
not even a cent? =.="
you better dont let me know who you are i tell you
my bro may be very kind hearted but dont treat him like a fool
he may not bite but his sister is not someone you want to trifle with
especially when she is the one paying the brother's bills which is NOT a small amount...)

been like nearly 2 months since i clubbed :p
had cravings to drink & dance actually
but the thought of the probable pimple outbreak due to the late night is giving me second thoughts
*sigh*
sometimes i think that i think too much on both side of the coin
the goods and the bads
and a lot of times i tend to do things that are safe and "right"
but not things that make me happy at that point of time
just like i wan to perm my hair
but the hustle of maintaining it and the probable damage of my hair is detering me =.=
i want to use stick-on acrylic nails
but the probable damage cause by the nail glue is stopping me from dolling my nails
wth
at times i thought "hey i only live this life once!",
and at other times i told myself "is it worth it anot?"
LOLs
maybe thats why i never dyed my hair
but i went to do extensions instead
and i buy nail stickers to do my nails
hahahahs

i am a very risk adverse person
think one of my new year resolutions next year should be to just do what i thought i would do
too many a times i missed many chances
things that i want to do for myself
but mostly things that i want to do for others
i let them slip by one by one
there were reasons, there were excuses
but most of them left me with just regrets when i think back
theres too many regrets already
and life is too short for anymore of them...

anyways
i am going to spend a big part of tml working
yes i know its Saturday :x
got to OT
but i am see-ing a glimmer of hope in finishing my backlogs :)
work is becoming kinda of fun in a perverse way
hahahahs
its a vicious cycle
at first when you are coping you enjoy work
then when the work start to pile, you work even harder to maintain the joy
but when it become too much, you get demoralised
nevertheless, you tried and when you are catching up again
you start to want to be able to cope again and thus you will work harder once again
yup
i have this love-hate relationship with my job ;p

anyways halfway working today
i kinda decide that i will join 2 of the 3 marathons that i mentioned previously
i will run the 10km for http://suburbanrun.com/index.php?page=race-details
and then 42km for http://www.sundownmarathon.com/index.php?page=race-details
since the suburban run happen earlier than sundown, it shall serves also rightfully as my warm up :)
i am trying hard to push back the second thoughts especially for the sundown
42km is not going to be as easy as 21.2km
and it gonna be at least a 6hours run
seriously i am not prepared yet
but i kind of enjoy the challenge that i am going for them
i am a very contradicting person
LOLs
and Bel is trying hard to persuade me to go for http://www.safarizoorun.com.sg/ =.=
if i run the safarizoo one too, i gonna be running marathons in feb, mar and may at least next year
not including the Standard Charter Marathon on 6 Dec 2009 :x
if i am gonna do all the runs my dears, thy gonna be marathon queen!
LOLs
BUT, who knows, i may change my mind any time since i have not registered for any yet :p

anyways
shall end it here with something that i got off from the book that i am reading now
quite wise but funny to me at the same time
its a conversation and it went something like this:
"you know what my mum used to say? God never closes a door that he doesnt open a window"
"And my mother used to tell me, 'Vulgarity is the crutch of the the weak and ignorant, but what the fuck did she know?"
yup
what the fuck do you know too?
xoxo, Amber ♥
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