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Thursday, December 11, 2008 at 11:59 PM
just got home
i didnt even know last train was so late

haden been a good day
ended the day in office feeling super pissed off
i am running out of places to stuff my mountains
i am super demoralised
and why must i repeat myself so many times?
and why cant you pick things up faster?
and why cant you get those info into your head?
i feel like screaming/ shouting/ scolding..but i couldnt...
could i just give up?
*sigh*
i just packed and go at 6pm sharp
i dont even want to care anymore
please tell me why i put some much effort when i see nothing back..
too smart or just too stupid?

rush rush rush down to Kaplan
$856 flew away
application for course should be accepted i guessed
bought large fries at mac as dinner
then rush rush rush to YWCA
mood actually brightens after chatting with Jay
ya
prospect seems to be good
keeping my fingers close here..
then rush rush rush back to Cineleisure
i actually used 15min to walk from YWCA (behind parkmall) to Cineleisure
in my 3inches
am i good or what? (definitely not what)

caught Bolt with gang
not too bad a show :)

mood went down drastically on the way home :(
dont ask me why
its those bolts of emo-ness
maybe i am just hungry thats why...

only a stupid person will continue to expect something when he knew will never gonna happen
and you know what,
i am, is, was, were that very stupid person...
xoxo, Amber ♥
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