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Monday, July 16, 2007 at 3:07 PM
the thing about false hopes is that it aint hopes at all
its worse den not having any hopes in the first place
cox if u dun have hopes den u wun dream
but once u have hopes
u are vulnerable and weak - me
i am a bloody pessimist
can someone knock some optimism into me?
jux called ngee ann
this time the lady did not provide any help at all
so pissed off
ask me go np webby see
den when i go
i found nthing helpful
have to call again later -.-
wth
both eyes were red and itchy and swollen this morning
tink i rubbed too hard last night o.O
and no i haven been drinking enough nor eating enough
my aunt said i lost weight
which i dun tink so
i tink i need to exercise more
but i jux cant get my butt off to do it
currently wad i do best is to sit and rot or even sulk
i am pretty good at being down
gone was the sunny sunshine girl i vaguely remember i was
or maybe everything was an illusion, a front
maybe deep down i have always been lidat
moody, down and sulky
but i dun like this, not at all
i wan the sunny sunshine girl back
the girl i once adore
*imissyou*
xoxo, Amber ♥
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