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Wednesday, June 27, 2007 at 12:57 AM
last day of work today :p
hahax
i am jobless agaiin but wun be for long bahx
i got the sony job to fall back on but i am still tinking abt whether to do it anot
haix
frustrated

called np today
till now still dun have news of whether they will have an early intake this yr
so the lady ask me to call again in august
oh well
hope there is
i wanna start school soon :)
working is a PAIN

caught SURFS UP
cute show
hahax
not very hilarious but its plain stupid mostly
a relaxing film that is brainless
the plot is predictable though :p

sometimes i feel that i am too good le
so good that i am easily exploitable
and i hate it
but i am soft in the heart
i can go all the way
even if its not convenient for me
for my family, my friends
but now i wonder
am i being taken for granted and jux plain dumb
somehow
when i tink of it
they wun do the same thing for me if they were in my shoes
cox now that i tink of it
there isnt once that someone went that far for me for very long le
i felt disheartened and angry
but i dun dare to scream at them on their faces
i cant
and i hate myself for not being able to
i hate to let others walk over my head
but as angry as i am
haix
i jux cant do it :(

any day of emo-ing
oh man
i feel so bad :(

*imissyou*
xoxo, Amber ♥
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