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chem paper 2
Tuesday, November 14, 2006 at 10:29 AM
Iindulging in my own black and white world - me

was the first to get out of the classroom after the paper
first to get out of the school
first to say goodbye to the security guard

plugged in my ipod
and i am in the world of my own
was tinking of walking home
but was a bit lazy
walk a bit of the way to take 187 instead pf 157 outside school
jux want to be alone
dun wanna meet any people that i noe
dun wanna make small talks
dun wanna pretend to be happy when i am not
dun wanna smile at all

for now
i wanna immerse myself in my sorrows
i dunno why
jux dun have the energy to feel happy or smile anymore
for now
i want attention
but i aso want to be left alone
for now
i tink i rather be alone
dun wanna people to waste their efforts cheering me up
dun wanna me to affect their mood
jux wanna cope myself up at home
and sulk

they say crying will make u feel better
u can pour out all ur unhappiness through tears
but why arent this true for me?
been crying and crying
day n night
after papers and before that
hell
i have to much tears
crying jux make me tired

saw golden orange leaves falling
and realise that its late autumn now
the leaves are falling
and falling
wun be long before winter comes
when ice and snow will cover the land
everything will be black and white
not here in singapore
but here in my heart
such a perfect coincidence
the season matches my heart

throwing myself into despairity
i wanna to see light again
cox light will bring colours to my world

s o m uc h f or my h ap p y en d in g
w el c om e to m y l if e

*imissyou*
xoxo, Amber ♥
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