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maths paper 2
Thursday, November 09, 2006 at 10:40 AM
Everryone needs Lurrve - me

i am a s la c ke r
dun ask me why
the fact is i am
cox i am here
at this moment
waiting for time to pass
as in waiting for death
a s en s e of impending doom
wanna put my heart to mug
but i cant
i really cant
info arent going into my head
its scary in a s en se
i want everything to be over
but i dun wan the day i see my results to come
contradictions
jux let me disappear and be gone
arghh

the other day
ii told my mum
that if i fail
ii gonna retake my As as a private candidate
she look at me
she didnt say anything
jux told me to study wad i could now
and i love my mum for that
she nv pressure me
nv had high hopes
cox she jux wants me to do as well as i could
thats why for so many years
my studies had nv been a problem
i dun wanna disappoint her
cox i nv did
haix
but the truth is
i may
after 18 yrs
cox of the A levels

why does the st0opid paper ie certificate matters so much??
why is it that education worth so much??
why is it that people are judged by books and certs??
why cant i jux fail??
actually i can
but its jux my pride

i have prepared myself for the worse results
i told myself that at most i retake
at most i go uni 1 yr later den my peers
and that i am jux taking the longer route to uni
no harm or loss about that
or will i lose something?

*imissyou*
xoxo, Amber ♥
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