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Randomness at 1am
Wednesday, February 11, 2009 at 12:20 AM
up and down my mood went
inspired by some
disgusted next
emotions
really a roller coaster ride sometimes
jubilant
depression
one man's meat is another man's poison indeed
river of thoughts
drowning me inside out
many plans in the head
but still not put into actions
hesitation
fear of rejection?
"to just do what i thought i will do"
a resolution for myself this year to prevent regrets
but though regrets may be painful, rejections seem a lot more
"treasure and find time to bond with family and friends"
i am ashamed that for family i didnt
excuses or not
not for you to say
i know myself and know it best
its a cruel world out here
but i am only seeing part of the sky
i yearn to fly out of where i am right now
to try something new
i want to do what i really want to do
no more obligations
happy i deserved (and so does everyone) to be
when will i break
where is my limit
a triggor
to get me over the edge
things that i fought for never seem to be mine
but if i dont fight, dont try
how would i know?
i believe in trying my best
the effort i will put in for things that i like
going the extra mile
not a problem
but appreciation i got few
reprociation even worse
too nice or too stupid
blinded
the real world and the ideal world
why so different?
sabishii
aitai
aishite
baka desu

late night, overactive mind, deafening silence all around...
xoxo, Amber ♥
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