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Sunday, September 07, 2008 at 6:46 PM
i dunno why things just took turn for the worse at the slightest moment
and the good times just vanished at once

had lunch at Aston's Specialities at The Cathay
nothing wrong with the food
but i dont know what came over me
feel nauseous
and next thing i know i am vomitting >.<

cabbed home
fell asleep promptly
do lack of sleep cause vomitting?
i dunno
knock out for a pure 3-4hours
lunch digested
but theres a bile in my throat
nothing else to vomit le
left with acid only
no appetite but feel hungry
haix

i hate to be ignored
hate it a lot
but why is it that whenever something happens to me
and i called out for help
no one gives a damn in answering me??
am i such a bad person?
or had i reached out for the wrong person?
what if someday i died?
how long will it take for you guys to know??

totally haunted by a memory from the past
i took so long to run away
but now it came back
just round the corner
and is hitting me right smack in the middle of my face

fucked up life
fucked up me

you dont know how it feels to be treated like that
now i still have my tears
but please bear in mind,
when one day even the tears wouldnt flow anymore
and nothing you say can hurt me anymore
then theres no future ahead no more
you fucking understand me?

feeling nauseous again
fuck
xoxo, Amber ♥
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