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Wednesday, June 18, 2008 at 8:12 PM
haix
wanted to change my url de
den realise that need to shift the whole nuffnang thing over :s
quite ma fan
deleted many things instead
hope my blog now would be as lag?

had been emo-ing the whole day??
random thoughts running through my mind...

tell me what should i feel?

i dunno
sometimes, well a lot of times, i feel that all the love you have is gone together with her
as though your heart died the day she left
so much so that none is left for me
i envy the you she had
i envy ur shared memories
i wonder if we will be the same
now that she had moved on
with me you seemed to be circling on the same ground
maybe you dont know what love is anymore
or maybe you never knew it in the first place
you said you never want to understand girls
then tell me how are we going to make this work
i am trying my best
being someone you want me to be and not someone i want myself to be
changing for you
hoping for ur acceptance
but what i got is stupid stupid and more stupid
i am not stupid..just clumsy..
all the mistakes i make were never intentional
but you always make it as though i did it on purpose
its bothering me
the way you boss me around
i aint me anymore
and you are hurting me
yet you knew nothing about it
tell me what should i do to make you happier?
do you even know i have a blog?
ha
sometimes i really wonder if you know me at all
i really dunno

haix
i have a wondering and thoughtful mind
so much so that emotions can just take over everything and i could just squat down in the middle of the road to cry
i am a crybaby
i know that
its my way of relieving stress and shouting for help
but no you dont understand

lesson yesterday was lonely
theres only me :(
my clique didnt come
xiang too :(
and i dont really know the rest other then my clique
pathetic
anti-social
sitting alone isnt that bad though
it force me to be attentive (for a while)
but 1 hour later i am starting to build thousands of sandcastles in the air :s
really really dont know if i am understanding the lesson anot sia
its like i know what the teacher is talking about
but i dont know how to apply to the assignment or exams :(
whats the point of understanding then you tell me? :(

it rained today
my mood just plummet with it
work is as usual
what can i say?
we just continue to kill each other only...
xoxo, Amber ♥
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