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Sunday, December 23, 2007 at 10:08 PM
finally alumni night is over :)
though the turnout isnt as good as expected
but its a rather successful night
especially the songs at the end :)

went to school to do some final clean up today
and it rain super heavily though its sunny and bright =.=
the weather *shakes head* tsk tsk

feeling rather emo today
wanted to go out alone but i dun like to go out alone
lol
so contradicting

"nothing can make me sad unless i allow it do" so i say
but when u really feel depress
u just wanna the darkness to swallow u up isnt it?

sometimes i wish time will stop for me
and just freeze at the moment when i feel the happiest
nobody likes to feel down
nobody likes rainy days if they feel happy

if things are simpler
if lesser people can be hurt
if the one who is hurt is only me
if only

but everything is complicated
cause living itself isnt simple to start with
and we still have all the different emotions and problems and situations
i dont like
i wish life is simpler
just you and me and we

feel like crying
or should i say i already am?
ha
feel like going away with my ipod and with that one song
feel like running away
ha
i just remember saying something about running away doesnt help in my previous entries
women are lidat
they tend to not practise what they preach when they know thats exactly what they should do
lol

i am hurting
stuck in the middle
i am tired
lost somewhere in between
i am confused
darkness envelopes
i am sorry
cant help it
i am selfish
who isnt?

if one day someone is bond to get hurt, i hope the person is me and only me and no one else
because i rather be hurt alone
allow me to be selfish for this once

promises...

*imissyou*
xoxo, Amber ♥
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