i dunno what to say maybe sometimes (or should i say most of the time), lady luck doesnt smile on my side i see so many people doing things/living lives that i want to and when i finally may get to fulfill something, i got to reject it away i got so much hope but now the hope seems lost the light fading away to hold so much hope and be thrown down from that height.. its just...excruciating... theres too much obstacles and sorry, i am tired..really tired.. i am not sad, not disappointed, nor angry i think i am.... giving up |