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Thursday, April 12, 2007 at 12:22 AM

in a few hours time
some of my bestest friends are going into army le
sorry that i wun be able to follow u all there tml
invite me for ur POP ya :)

i was invited for 2 lunches from them today
diff people mahx
kor and hanxiang at westmall first
den weixiang at jp sakae
when i listen to them talk abt army
its as if tml they are going to war
and those kind of war that will confirm die de
LOL
like last lunch lidat
den i have to an wei them
hahax
but den maybe its true la
for me
i will tink that army onli, 2 years
very fast de
but den to them
its like they are giving up their freedom for 2 years
no more doing things that they like anytime
no more late nights
lesser outings wiith friends
they have to do PTs, sai kangs and guard duty instead
haix
but den wad can i say
den to tell them to look on the brighter side?
its a sacriffice that they have to make bahx
and i respect them for that :D
jiayou guys!!!
i will be here for u all ^^
(thats the very least i can do rightx)

i remember when i was young i wanted to join the army too
hahax
i was a typical tomboy
its not that hard to believe la
cox i am so rough and always bullying my male classmates
LOL
but den when i grew up
i found that in 2 years theres so many things that i can do and achieve
and thus i gave up the idea
but i was fortunate
i am a girl
i had the choice
but guys dun have :(

i dunno wad i am feeling now aso
feel like i am losing my friends
feeling darn emo
hahax
weird me
maybe i took them all for granted le
in the next 2 years
it may be even harder for us to meet up
though we may be jux blocks/ a few roads/ a few mrt stations apart
will u remember me?
oh my
i feel as though i am saying goodbye le
all the guys fault la
keep talking abt army as though its the end >.<

anyways
i really will miss u all de
do take cares dear friends and..
meet up when u all are out kaes..

when tears roll down my cheeks, will you raise ur hand to wipe for me?

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