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Sunday, March 25, 2007 at 2:35 AM
i was listening to my blog song
when i had an inspiration to write another poem
cox for me
this song make the feeling of lost magnify much much more
but suddenly
it aso make me realise that
wadever poems that i am gonna come out with
will nv have a good ending
and at this point
i left the poem incomplete
cox i felt that
somehow
its the feeling of lost and sadness
that will always be the theme of all my poems
sad ar??
maybe it because my childhood days arent that happy bahx
particularly those in school
wadever feeling i had most
wadever that i remembered most
was of hurt
lost
heartbrokeness
depression
maybe it because of my naiveness bahx
and i came a long way...
actually
i am a lot happier now
and i noe it
cox i noe i have friends who really cares :)
i have a dear to rely on forever :D
but sad to say
a wound healed will always leave a scar behind
no matter how small it is
even if u didnt see the scar
u would remember the pain
memories of being hurt wun be forgotten so easily isnt it?
wad more
i was hurt not physically
but hurt in my heart
on the outside i may have healed
but who can see the shadows of the past inside
who can understand?
i tried so hard to bury everything
and it jux take a song to bring me back
to dig out wadever that i had tried so hard to forget
thats why u can feel wad i write
cox wadever i had written
99.9% of it happened to me

*i want to write something that ends happily..but i couldnt cox i haven seen that kind of ending yet..maybe jux not yet...

*imissyou*
xoxo, Amber ♥
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