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Wednesday, September 27, 2006 at 2:30 PM
Nothiing is meantt to be
ii beliieve iin fiighting for what ii wannt - me

Another monotonous day in school
took back maths paper 1
zzz
i got 18 marks that i lost due to carelessness!!!
18 marks!!!
wth
thats more den 3 grades lo
zzz
i wonder wat happen to mii that day when i am doing the paper
ii tink i am sleeping
zzz
so pissed off with myself
if only i arent that careless
zzz
too late to regret for now
have to take note of my carelessness in As
hahax

some random thoughts
i jux feel that throughout the years
i have lost a lot of frenx
pri, sec, jc
ppl come and go
some are lost forever
some jux nv contact
its so weird that once good frenx are now strangers
sometimes i fear that all my frenx will leave me in the end
a lot of times
i feel awkward that when i see ppl that i noe but i jux didnt say hi or smile
i guess i am afraid that they dun really treat me like a frenx bahx
but if i dun take the first step
den i wun noe ritex?
mmx
i wonder...

at times i envy the life of my frenx who arent in the same sch as mii
it jux feel like they are living a better and more fruitful life
and i am jux stuck at such a sucky one
but on second thoughts
maybe they are envying me too
i jux didnt see the down side of their lifes bahx xp
conclusion:
no matter wad
live life to the fullest and u willl nv regret XD

i am so full of thoughts today!!
lolx

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Punching myself for my carelessness (not too hard of cox xp)

*imissyou*
xoxo, Amber ♥
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